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Saturday, July 14, 2007

you will never know how it feels like until u been through it

stuffs that nobody understand.
and when it happens again
i donnoe what to do

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Friday, July 13, 2007

when good turns evil

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Thursday, July 12, 2007

i found out an interesting thing with my eyes
very interesting
. . .
my friend say im talking talking and laughing to myself
which i donnoe why
but the eye is really very interesting!
it amuses me

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Tuesday, July 10, 2007

just as u walk by....

work work work....

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Monday, July 09, 2007

people who make everywhere their home are those who really enjoy their life

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Sunday, July 08, 2007

everybody change

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Saturday, July 07, 2007

learn the way of dancing
learn the way of art

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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

once bitten twice shy
twice bitten.. never try

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Monday, July 02, 2007

things will work out when u forget ur true love
as quoted by my friend

didn't work today
but will regret again thou when the pay comes
damm damm tired and hungry

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Sunday, July 01, 2007

intensive training makes a man go crazy
makes a man wanting for more
its addictive

wisdom comes from the anticipation of consequences

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Saturday, June 30, 2007

4 bottle of martell .
crazy night

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Can we spend some time

I wanna know if you have time
Just a little bit of time, baby
Can I get a little of your time
I wanna know if you have time
Can we spend some time

Girl I'm not shy
I wanna know how I can be next to you
I wanna be close to you
If you give me your name
Maybe we can exchange phone numbers
I'll call you baby

Cuz when I first saw you
You took me by surprise
And all I wanna do is get to know you better
Can we spend some time

Oh girl, I don't wanna rush
I wanna take my time
Can we talk for a while, or maybe just go for a ride
I wanna have a good time
Let's relax and unwind together
Let's just spend some time

Let me love you
I'll take good care of you
Do all the things you want me to
If you let me show you
Just give me one chance
I'll show I'm the one you're looking for, baby
Can we spend some time

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Tuesday, June 26, 2007

how emo can i get
when i almost cried listening to a song

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Sunday, June 24, 2007

depressed
as usual

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Saturday, June 23, 2007

i let u come along cause i regard u as friend
it don gives u right to cheat my friends' money
nor mine.

a fucker will always be a fucker
he will never change

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007

been always hanging out with people 30+ years old.
becoming weird and weirder

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Tuesday, June 19, 2007

even if you are on the right track, you will still get run over if you just sit there


if you are successful you will win some false friend and some true enemy... succeed anyway.


things ain't the same as before anymore.
i miss my lifestyle
i miss everything

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Monday, June 18, 2007

today is the day i realise how selfish people can be.
but i have to thanks my 3 colleagues :)
given up on everything
its always better to depend on yourself then on others.

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Sunday, June 17, 2007

really really bad memories.
and im changing.
thou i really don wan the change but its happening

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Thursday, June 14, 2007

sugar cult - hate every beautiful day

Something's gotta change again
I'm losing, my inspirations gone, oh no oh no
Seeing through some different eyes
I can't find, my medications failed, again again

I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement

Cause i'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause i hate every beautiful day

Faces in the crowd
Fake smiles for miles
My imitations wrong of them again
Trapped inside this cheap hotel
Bored as hell turing the channels 'round

I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement

Cause i'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause i hate every beautiful day

I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement

I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
I'm not the same, not the same lost my feeling

All i know i'll never know
All i know i'll never know

Cause i'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause i hate every beautiful day
Every beautiful day
Every beautiful day
Every beautiful day

My Fucking L-I-F-E


so god damm tired of work
everything i do i kena kp ..
nabei pua cheebye fat indian mother fucker.

so so so close to depression

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Wednesday, June 13, 2007

4 jugs + 1 glass = drunk man like me
fucking seh
sleeeeeeeep

when you are kind, people might accuse you of selfish and have ulterior motives.
but be kind anyway.

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

im so gonna get depression
everything is so fucked up

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mos tomoro ! its freeeee! + citibank event!

People are often illogical unreasonable and self centered.
forgive them anyway

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Sunday, June 10, 2007

if u believe in no one else
stand tall and shout it

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im missing every moment of the past.

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Friday, June 08, 2007

when life is all bout work work work
u will start to think that studying is the best

when all u do is go to sch everyday
u think tat working is the best cause of the cash

i wan the linkin park new album!

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Thursday, June 07, 2007

those fucking cb
got time walk around in the office talk talk talk no time to do their own stuff
ask me do all the sai gang..
na bei cheebye

all the fuckers and weirdos
only a few are normal
seems like smokers are normal i guess

have u ever seen a guy who go england to study and work there for 2 years
asking how to fold letters?
taught him already he came back 15 minutes later and folded 7 letters ONLY
and hearing him say he wan to stick with xp professional for life makes me wanna laugh
and hearing him fart so damm fucking loud
and hearing him going to boss to say this "im very stressed at work. i need counseling."
wttttttfffff
just the look of him is enough to make him retarded what more all this.

all the fucks and fucks at office

when is my ferris wheel rolling
make my work more interesting please.

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Tuesday, June 05, 2007

alot of funny things happened in the office
will talk bout it next time
most importantly i need someone to wake me up everyday at 7 or 7.30 for work
cabbing to work everyday is CRAZY
$2 surcharge
$2 erp
$2.50 starting fare
taxi haven move already $6.50

oh my ferris wheel .. when are you gonna start rolling !
bball and talked with alex and wen de
2 malay police came and copied ic
wtf
corporal only so kp
if there should be crime prevention
should catch m _ _ _ y first

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Thursday, May 31, 2007

there are many things in life tat u regret doing or not doing.. but its all too late

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Wednesday, May 30, 2007

today is a bad day
got punched in the back of the head
got scolded by bouncer for almost everything
mos fucking crowded

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Saturday, May 26, 2007

sentosa the whole day today
volley ball and other stuff
fun but tired
saw omar and fungweee
went to vivo
this damm pretty girl working at donnoe wad island

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Thursday, May 24, 2007

morning cabbed to work
fire drill at work wasted 1 hour of the time
go home change and its time for party!
mango kamikaze is nice :D
wanna stay out den go work straight
but i went home and sleep until 5.30 :D

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Monday, May 21, 2007

work is bored bored bored as usual.
everyday doing the same shits
but friday is good
citibusiness is treating us to movie and dinner!

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Thursday, May 17, 2007

ate lunch with rachael today =) thanks ! its always nice food tat she intro :D

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Wednesday, May 16, 2007

i miss those days in sch with lotsa fun
miss those in between lesson smoking session with william sooooo solid
miss the jokes and fyp days

My Fucking L-I-F-E


work tomoro again..
sure damm alot to do
fuck it
i wanna party
and i miss my hair

My Fucking L-I-F-E


work tomoro again..
sure damm alot to do
fuck it

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Tuesday, May 15, 2007

today is my mum birthday
bought her an ice cream cake
waited for everyone to be home
and i got shouted at
wtf.
thanks so much huh
im not gonna watch her cut this cake
good night

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Monday, May 14, 2007

life at work is bad bad bad.
i went toilet 3 times in the morning.
to u know... SLEEP.
i just go in the director's toilet
sit at the sink there and sleep.
late for work. sleep at work.
its really as bad as it seems.
but this is just the start.
this is just my life.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Sunday, May 13, 2007

take a look http://lilmarionettes.livejournal.com

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Friday, May 11, 2007

Liberti Fatali. says:
BO0K OUT DAY
Liberti Fatali. says:
SEE MY GIRLFRIEND
Liberti Fatali. says:
SAW HER WITH
Liberti Fatali. says:
ANOTHER MAN
Liberti Fatali. says:
KILL THE MAN
Life's a Bitch i miss hk cafe says:
HAHAHA
Liberti Fatali. says:
RAPE MY GIRLFRIEND
Liberti Fatali. says:
WITH MY RIFLE BUDDY AND MEEE

My Fucking L-I-F-E


work is fun
went to eat muthu curry
the food is nice but quite expensive.
rice lover should go there cause its free flow :D

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damm blogger.. fuck..
my long post is gone.
just cut it short

who else can manage stress as well as what i see.
the one who make everyone laugh and solve everyone problem everyday
is the one who has a decision that he can't make.
waited so long for the day to come, but the timing is just not right
hes smiling and joking everyday
but who really knows that he is facing a problem down inside.
r-e-s-p-e-c-t


after thinking through my job, half the time day dreaming,
i realised that i shouldn't complain so much.
how ever much i do, all the others do the same amount.
if they ain't complaining, why should i?
always look on the bright side of life.

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testing

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Thursday, May 10, 2007

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Monday, May 07, 2007

ever been so busy that you hope time will run so slowly it almost stop?
its like racing against time and all.
everyday, every single minute u see the time and date. you watch as the time ticks by.
THEN you start to wonder about what you have done.
it all seems so meaningless and wasting of time.

at the age of 20,
you ain't going any university.
you ain't rich to do what you want.
you got no special talent.
you ain't a rich man son

so what cha gonna do?
you have no one to talk to about
you got no one to give you advise
you are all alone in your life.
and because its your life, you have to do something bout it.. ALONE

live or die. the decision is only yours to control.
do or die. you have only 2 choices.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Friday, May 04, 2007

we are party people

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Thursday, May 03, 2007

finally one day i got free time to smoke
finally one day i can finish everything before hand
a slack day
but alot of paper cuts
fuck

369 letters today but finish in 1 and a half hour . ALONE :D

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Wednesday, May 02, 2007

so today even worse.
end of the month, all the transaction.
560+ letters.
lucky colleagues are nice.
4 came to help me.

fold in bundle of 5
separate into single letter
put in the envelope (however u spell it)
seal
chop the number 5454 on the back

so so tired GRRRRRR

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Tuesday, May 01, 2007

alex wanna club on friday.
u make me wanna club too
but no one wanna go alex.

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Monday, April 30, 2007

cause its the first day of work and the second day is a public hols
reach work at 9.
fold 291 piece of letter.
with the help of suzana(donnoe how to spell), struggled to mail out the 291 letter before 4pm
documents kept coming in 24/7
those malays really don seem to need any rest.
plan to eat lunch at 1
delayed until 1.30
until 2pm.
work really kept coming in all the way until 5.30pm

supposed to be 2nd biggest boss said this "that person didn't pick my call for 2 hours. from 4pm to 7pm like tat" -how good can her maths be

met alvin.
buy clothes again
cycle to meet aloy jgys cr and banana eat dinner
den cycle to cy house take rod. fetching people is damm damm tiring
den cycle to katong den to parkway den to east coast
so tempted to eat hongkong cafe
den slack buy mac.
with fucked up delievery man
called, complained, eat.
just as we were leaving ..
here comes the rain
dozed off millions of time in the shelter full of malays
their cigarette stinks
cycled in the rain back home shivering like fuck
obstacle cleared with butt cracked

its nobody fault
its not mine and its not urs
u should think
whenever u got something to do, u just disappear.
i didn't say anything cause i had already learn not to expect.
so roll back the film and tell me when we start to drift

so im just gonna look forward to everyday job.
cause tats the best time you have to unlock mysteries

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Saturday, April 28, 2007

do notice how selfish all people can become.
all the little and big things that they do only for themselves.
all this will be remembered.

so fun day is officially over today. tonight. right at this moment.
work start on monday.
9am-6pm.

another thing.
if u guys think u spent alot and keep saying u are broke,
listen to this.
$400 pay
$350 allowance
$300+ in bank
all gone in 22 days.
$49 left in bank
beat that and then u start talking to me about being poor.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Thursday, April 26, 2007

ohhhh yes.. one thing troubling me is I CAN'T LEARN DRIVING ANYMORE ! cause im working now...grrrr

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enjoy overnight talks
work starts on monday.. so so soon ..

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Wednesday, April 25, 2007

i foresee that i won't be able to stay out overnight, stay up late, club, movie and alot other stuff for a long long long time.

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Monday, April 23, 2007

enlistment date - october 26

so do anyone know that snails only come out at night?

i need a full time job!!

:D

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Tuesday, April 17, 2007

got very very lazy to blog ..
but yea .. btt passed =)





I needed a few days off work, but I knew the Boss would not allow me
to take a leave. I thought that maybe if I acted "CRAZY" then he would
tell me to take a few days off. So I hung upside down on the ceiling and
made funny noises. My co-worker (who's blonde) asked me what I was doing.
I told her that I was pretending to be a light bulb so that the Boss would think I was "CRAZY" and give me a few days off.
A few minutes later the Boss came into the office and asked "What are you doing?"
I told him I was a light bulb. He said "You are clearly stressed out. Go home and recuperate for a couple of days".
I jumped down and walked out of the office. When my co-worker (the blonde) followed me,
the Boss asked her"...And where do you think you're going?"


She said, "I'm going home too. I can't work in the DARK!"

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Saturday, April 14, 2007

its a fun day :D
i like it


so this is how we do it

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Tuesday, April 10, 2007

people learn and change
no one stays the same

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Monday, April 09, 2007

oh oh oh oh oh yes .. my leg is FUCKING pain

My Fucking L-I-F-E


What if one day u wake up paralyzed.
knowing tat you can no longer do those normal stuff like u did.
knowing you can't move around without anyone's help.
will your world crush down on you ?

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Sunday, April 08, 2007

on budget nights, we eat talk and pool
nice and cheap.

so how bout some rock and roll

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Friday, April 06, 2007

wad a boring stay home friday
whats more its a public holiday

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Thursday, April 05, 2007

only 6 days and my 300 dollar allowance all gone .. left with 6 bucks.
and have to see fucking people who pretend donnoe me and give me a lan jiao bin
FUCK YOU
not only once but the whole day u fucking bitch
FUCK YOU
so going out has become a restriction now =(

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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

pooled and dinner with buddy
i need a jobbbb

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Saturday, March 31, 2007

money come money come !
waiting for all the pays
partied last night
bbq and sushi today
and basketball tomorrow (thou i feel like playing soccer)
i wanna watch more more more more more more more more more movies!
i want more more more more more more more more more parties

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Thursday, March 29, 2007

i wanna partyyyyyy!

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Tuesday, March 27, 2007

been very happy this few days :D

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Monday, March 26, 2007

slept at work today.
its either u stand until buay tahan or u sit down there and start falling asleep
damm sian.
im starting to know more friends!

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Monday, March 19, 2007

you have two choices in life:
1. stay single and be miserable.
2. get married and wish you were dead.

at a cocktail party, one woman said to another,
"aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?"
"yes i am. i married the wrong man"

a lady inserted an ad in the classified:
"husband wanted"
next day she received a hundred letters.
they all say the same thing.
"you can have mine"

little boy asked father:
"Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?"
father replied, "i don know son, im still paying"

a young son asked,
"is it true dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?"
dad, " that happens in every country, son"


marriage is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.


first guy: my wife's an angel!
second guy: you are lucky, mine's still alive.


A woman's prayer:
Dear Lord, i pray for wisdom to understand a man, to love and to forgive him, and for patience for his mood.
because Lord, if i pray for strength, i'll just beat him to death.

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Sunday, March 18, 2007

went kbox with alex cl alvin yuhong and schizo. ( i read through all my sms just to find your name!)
and yea schizo is a damm nice company !
hahaha

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Friday, March 16, 2007

fuck it
my laptop is lagging like shit for the past few weeks
and now my desktop is died

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cafe cartel with zhi yi and yuhong
and watched stomp the yard
nice dance steps
i like

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Thursday, March 15, 2007

seriously,
i don know and don remember why either
im sorry i guess

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Wednesday, March 14, 2007

every inch of movement, i could feel the bones aching
feeling weak all the way up to the finger tip
the heat within is burning my eye
argh

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Tuesday, March 13, 2007

damm the sore throat..
dammit

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its funny how many thousand people we know in our life.
but yet how many are really considered friend.

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Monday, March 12, 2007

300 is a damm nice movie.
gonna download or buy dvd to keep :D
so bored day after day
jobs and more jobs

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Sunday, March 11, 2007

job's over
i need a wheel chair someone.

i see no need for entertaining people anymore.
screw all of u and ur ideology !
woohoo

i will be a geek
i will be a nerd
whatever makes me happy.

what u gonna think of me
why u think of me this way
when u wanna stop
how u gonna talk bad bout me
who u gonna say it to
i don give a shit
follow what u wan
by the way
tats it for me and u

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Saturday, March 10, 2007

3 days
9 hour per day
pure standing
my leg is a goner.

saw pretty girls attached to weird guys
weird indeed
saw my company's girls
sai bor
compare the girls beside my company.
heaven and earth.
whyyyyyyy

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Friday, March 09, 2007

stepping into business
stepping into sales.
result:
full of backstabs and hypocrites
mother and daughter
bitch and bitch
mother fucking bitch who steals my customer
mother fucking bitch who steals my commission
mother fucking bitch who spoils my plan
mother fucking bitch who ruin the day
mother fucking bitch
mother fucking bitch
i hereby hate almost all the females.

MOVE BITCH

i just need to rant
forgive me

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Thursday, March 08, 2007

now i know how bitch a girl can get in club.
its the way they move
its the way they shake
its the way they dance
its the way they brush their hair
its the action they gives
its the slutty look on their face
its the seducing smiles they give

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Wednesday, March 07, 2007

met up with zhiyi after like 6 months.
he said waaa why u changed so much.
i donnoe why either.
i still remember the last time we sent him off by clubbing with him on the last few days.
and now 6 months have pass and hes back.
nothing beats meeting up with long lost friend.
used to see him once per week but now once a year.

how time really flies..
what have i been doing this 6 months.
results out.
but its not a good sign too.
it just shows i wasted my time studying.
all the effort and time ..

sometimes thinking back.
and seeing what others have achieved in their life.
i felt like i have wasted 20 years of my life.
but too bad.
its all over

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Tuesday, March 06, 2007

for all the movies tat i missed, i did not complain.
all the things you said, which of them still exist?
i still did not complain.
i didn't say we don care bout each other anymore
i didn't say friendship isn't in my priority list anymore
so why do u blog bout me?
it makes no sense and definitely shows how much u understand.
thanks and sorry

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sprain my fucking leg.
i can't walk no shit man

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Monday, March 05, 2007

it show thursday to sunday
and so nice thiss sunday they having basketball .. crap.
but nvm .. there is always company from alvin.
a busy week ahead, so don intend to come online for the next few days.

to you: don assume, never assume

to another you: all the things u say don mean shit now

to another another you: being emo is cool.

to another another another you: what do u expect me to say?

this is L-I-F-E

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Sunday, March 04, 2007

watched dvd yesterday night ..
its freaky, but alright.

psychotic lady who think a ghost is harassing her
and the ghost is back to kill on every feb 29th
but in fact the killer is her.

tat day when i just reach boon keng mrt station,
i saw a crazy man disturbing a lady too.
why do the mental hospital let those crazy people go back home ?
they will only disturb the publics and cause many many disorder.
we are all afraid of crazy people.
they can't think right and can do anything they feel like doing.
stabbing stealing assault.. u name it they do it

why do some work so hard to make ends meet.
why do some just live to enjoy day after day.
life is just so unfair.
there u see a millionaire driving lambo
and there u see a beggar sitting by the street waiting for donation
life is so ironic.

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Thursday, March 01, 2007

career and education fair at suntec
go for it if u are really really really bored.
walked around and went to play arcade.
got a psp for 1 dollar :)
L-O-V-E of the day.
went bugis to redeem it, and played pool there
den met up alvin for dinner and pooled again
geylang baruh pool once again.
im still smiling from the winning of the psp.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

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Tuesday, February 27, 2007

everyday i met someone like aloy .. irritating crap.
everyday there is some full court going on.
since nothing to do.
im back to playing bball
at least get back some friends.
hahaha
スケートボードをする方法を私は学びたいと思う

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Monday, February 26, 2007

mahjong at alex place was good.
watched house of wax on HBO too.
nice.
company was good after all :)

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witness the pros playing basketball..
no one went with me so i went alone and found aloysius there
yes aloysius..
shot a few balls, watch them play with the overseas.
i don understand.
i grew up here.
i played with them even before u started.
why do you think the phillipino are better.
screw u and your ideology.

when i say he can do this this this.
u say u can too and even better.

hello...
i watched them play even before you do.
comon. i didn't say u are lousy. i say they are pro.
admit to it.
your shooting can't even fight mine. much less theirs.
when ee kiat do this this this.
u explain to your noob friend bout how pro u can do it too, and u expected that move to come.
when u are playing, i don see this kinda things.

everybody changed.
but u didn't.
u are still so proud of ur lousy skills and so cocky.
if esp still exist as a basketball team. im sure everyone will still look down on u.
no matter how much u train at st geog, u are still so lousy.
telling me who train u blah blah blah.
trying to get in good look of ah boy so tat he can train u,
but u are still so lousy.
look at yourself.
just think.

st geog is famous because of tang shan people and jalan besar csc people.
you, chang rong and me, johnson chang you yuhong
all started at st geog.
all trained at st geog.
who is worse den u even thou we stopped so long.
tell me im wrong. tell me

My Fucking L-I-F-E


my stomach hurts.
rolling on the bed the whole day

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Sunday, February 25, 2007

movie after movie after movie... since 11pm. and now is 5am
yes... its really enjoyable.
really.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


i don understand - everybody.

one thing to be happy bout.
scv has a channel tat plays alot of movies
for those no scv one .. its open until 28feb 2007, 2359
i don wan to go out anymore .. the movie is nice..
nicer den alot of things and people out there.

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Friday, February 23, 2007

pooled then mos.
quite bored.
and my dj friend went missing for so long.
but promised to take care .. so i stayed till everyone left.
and we walked home.
yes, we walked home.
from mos to city hall to smu to bugis to lavender and to boon keng
took 1 hour
normally this time 6am we will be walking to bus stop or waiting for bus .. but today .. im back home ready to sleep.

so this is L-I-F-E.

now i see and understand what you mean buddy.
a mistake which will never repeat itself.
a fallen battle which taught me to see and observe.
a decision to choose.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Thursday, February 22, 2007

movie and fun-fair..
the movie is horrible. watch norbit instead.. its nicer and funnier with more meaning
hearing myself repeat over and over again.
all i can say is good luck to u

my friend told me this:
won't let anyone bully you my friend.

thats just what i want you to know.
if u understand wad i mean..

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Wednesday, February 21, 2007

who is there for u when u are down ?
who always look out for u and take care of u?
.. thanks alot for everything :)

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Tuesday, February 20, 2007

what is the true meaning of life.
is it just for taking up a breathing space in the world
is it just for the sake of living
for the sake of enjoyment
for the sake of family.

what is it that keep one going on and on and on... and on...
until retirment..
until death..

what is it that makes you sleep every night .. looking forward to
the next sunrise
the next sunset
and the follow day.

what is the true definition of being happy

and can u describe how scheming a person can be ?

tell me.
tell me now.
is everyone an angel.
or is everyone a devil to u.

both ways will be good..
angel: u will see everyone as your friend and treat him/her nicely.
devil: u will just keep taking precaution over him/her.

this is how i think. and the people around has proven it. sometimes all you have to do is think what had happened before.. and soon u will find there is a repeated cycle. i don force people to trust in me, but i do believe what i see.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


life became so bored.
nothing interest me.
soon i might even end up watching movie by myself.
singing along to the chorus
dancing to the music
tat was all in the past.
perhaps
being caring, and nice
tat was all in the past.
perhaps
lazing around, refuse to go to school
tat was all in the past.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Monday, February 19, 2007

i so not gonna club anymore
_|_ to clubbing

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Friday, February 16, 2007

bored bored bored..
no more..
im not gonna try anymore =)

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Thursday, February 15, 2007

month of February , times of good byes

today left a guy.
who i used to spend weekend with
the one who i work with
gym, swim every weekend
shop and also smoke.

and tomoro.. another will leave...
its not about leaving..
its the fact that they will not be back.
the times that we once shared will never be here again.

thinking back bout the times we spent.
somehow. i miss him.
good bye steff, with all the cigarettes we smoked together.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


If I wrote you a symphony,
Just to say how much you mean to me (what would you do?)
If I told you you were beautiful
Would you date me on the regular (tell me, would you?)
Well, baby I've been around the world
But I ain't seen myself another girl (like you)
This ring here represents my heart
But there's just one thing I need from you (say "I do")

Yeah, because
I can see us holding hands
Walking on the beach, our toes in the sand
I can see us on the countryside
Sitting on the grass, laying side by side
You could be my baby, let me make you my lady
Girl, you amaze me
Ain't gotta do nothing crazy
See, all I want you to do is be my love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) My love
(So don't give away) Ain't another woman that can take your spot, my love

Ooooh, girl
My love
My love

Now, if I wrote you a love note
And made you smile with every word I wrote (what would you do?)
Would that make you want to change your scene
And wanna be the one on my team (tell me, would you?)
See, what's the point of waiting anymore?
Cause girl I've never been more sure (that baby, it's you)
This ring here represents my heart
And everything that you've been waiting for (just say "I do")

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Wednesday, February 14, 2007

yes yes its
ghost rider
epic movie
protege

My Fucking L-I-F-E


omfg omfg omfg .. don ever watch scary movie with ear piece. omg omg omg
fuck.. people say grudge 2 is not scary .. try watching it at 3am and with ear piece in ur room .. SURE DIE..
SUREEEE DIEEEE...
omg omg omg omg
fuck dog...

My Fucking L-I-F-E


chinese new year is here again.
and the favourite is still ba gua.
too bad some can't taste it ... its pork =)))
yes its pork its pork ..

My Fucking L-I-F-E


ok blog officially screwed.. i still donnoe how to set the damm password.. anyone can help ...
omg.. anyway
its a boring valentine =)

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Tuesday, February 13, 2007

spent 300 dollars on
2 pants
1 shoe
1 tshirt.
im once again broke.



its just different .. different..

the once a year v-day is here again.. haha.

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Monday, February 12, 2007

A lawyer and a blonde woman are sitting next to each other on a long flight from LA to NY.

The lawyer leans over to the blonde woman, and asks if she would like to play a fun game.

The blonde is tired and just wants to take a nap. So she politely declines and rolls over to the window to catch a few winks.

The lawyer persists, saying that the game is really easy and a lot of fun.

He explains how the game works: "I ask you a question, and if you don't know the answer, you pay me, and visa-versa."

Again, she politely declines and tries to get some sleep.

The chauvinistic lawyer figures that since his opponent is a blonde, he will easily win the match, so he makes another offer: "Okay, how about this? If you don't know the answer, you pay me only $5, but if I don't know the answer, I will pay you $500."

This catches the blonde's attention and, figuring that there will be no end to this torment unless she plays,she agrees to play the game.

The lawyer asks the first question. "What's the distance from the earth to the moon?"

The blonde doesn't say a word, reaches in to her purse, pulls out a five-dollar bill, and hands it to the lawyer.

Now, it's the blonde's turn. She asks the lawyer, "What goes up a hill with three legs, and comes down with four?"

The lawyer looks at her with a puzzled look. He takes out his laptop computer and searches all his references. He taps into the Airphone with his modem and searches the Net and even the Library of Congress. Frustrated, he sends e-mails to all his co-workers and friends. All to no avail.

After over an hour of searching for the answer, he finally gives up. He wakes the blonde and hands her $500.

The blonde politely takes the $500 and turns away to get back to sleep.

The lawyer, who is more than a little frustrated, wakes the blonde and asks, "Well, so what is the answer?"

Again without a word, the blonde reaches into her purse, hands the lawyer $5, and goes back to sleep.

who says blondes are dumb?

lol

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Sunday, February 11, 2007

Maybe we need some time alone
We need to let it breathe

Breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe
Breathe


im gonna die of exhaustion.

a few questions posted by concerned people got me thinking.
thinking hard.
so hard i need a cigarette to breathe.
really thanks. those questions are big helpsss

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friday - mos
saturday - mos
sunday - sentosa

supposed to be a birthday 'party'
but end up no party...
just played volleyball etc there.
oh man.
imagine clubbing and sleep at 7am
wake at 9 to reach Habour Front to play the whole day.
god damm tired.
bought a spec at 60 =)
i like it.

after sentosa, went to eat at habour front food court.
saw this uncle.( very old think 70+ )
he ordered a coffee and his wife a can of drink.
his wife was eating while he went to buy the drink.
he came back, took out a tissue and cleaned the top of the can.
then he put the straw in and served his wife.
well.. if this kinda sweetness still can last until hes 70+.
i believe he must really love his wife.
but anyway this remind me that valentine is coming pretty pretty soon
so hope those lovely dovely couples will have a good time yea =)
people like
johnson and yan fen.
yuhong and mun ling.

it feels kinda weird for me alone during valentine cause of the past.
but everything will just go along fine =)

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Friday, February 09, 2007

met her again .. but didn't talk much with her .. haha .. well but she recognise me !!..
hahaha .. nevermind .. doesn't really matter thou.
did a handstand when im seh and i fell flat on my back. ouch!.. it still hurts till now
quite seh but mos was fun.
u wan a fight
i will give it to u!
im free.
free from school.
what is there to stop me.
hahaahahaha

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Thursday, February 08, 2007


teddies don't hug back, but sometimes they're all you've got.
teddies are you me him her them.
sometimes look back and think.
you will realise you are teddies too.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


hate studying alone...
oh fuck .. doesn't matter


Well if you wanted honesty that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go- it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, for photographs your boyfriend took.
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?
I'm not okay.
I'm not, okay.
I'm not okay, you wear me out.
What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems? (I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words (I'm not okay),
but don't know what it means to be a joke and look another line without a hook.
I held you close as we both shook.
For the last time, take a good hard look.
I'm not okay. I'm not, okay.
I'm not okay, you wear me out.
Forget about the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took.
You said you read me like a book, well the pages all are torn and frayed out.
I'm okay, I'm o-kay. I' m okay now (I'm okay now).
But you really didn't listen to me because I'm telling you the truth,
I mean this I'm okay- trust me.
I'm not okay. I'm not okay.
Well, I'm not okay, I'm not o' fucking kay.
I'm not okay. I'm not okay (okay).

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Wednesday, February 07, 2007

i have become a boring person

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Tuesday, February 06, 2007

this is just a joke .. i don intend to see it as a racial one thou ..
so if u are a singh, change it to indian
if u are a indian, change it to malay
if u are a malay, change it to chinese.
whatever makes you happy man..

-------------------------------------------------

A man was in his front yard mowing grass when his neighbor, a Singh, came
out of the house and went straight to the mailbox. He opened it, looked
inside, slammed it shut, and stormed back into his house.
A little later he came out of his house again, looking nervous, went to the
mailbox, again opened it, and slammed it shut again.

Angrily, back into the house he went. As the man was getting ready to edge
the lawn, here our Singh came again, looking very heated up. He marched to
the mailbox, opened it and then slammed it shut harder than ever. Puzzled
by his actions, the man asked him,"Is something wrong?"

To which the ferocious Singh replied, " There certainly is! My stupid
computer keeps telling me I have mail!"


==========================


One Singh was enjoying the sun at the beach in America . A lady came asked
him, "Are you relaxing?" Singh answered, " No, I am Banta Singh."

Another guy came and asked him the same question. Singh answered, "No No Me
Banta Singh!"
Third one came and asked him the same question again. Singh was totally
annoyed and decided to shift his place.

While walking he saw another Singh soaking in the sun. He went up to him
and asked, "Are you Relaxing?" The other Singh was a lot more educated and
answered, "Yes, I am relaxing."
The Singh slapped him on his face and said, Stupid, idiot. Everyone is
looking for you and you are sitting over here!"


=====================================

A Singh died and went to heaven. When he got to the pearly gate Saint Peter
told him that new rules were in effect due to the advances in education on
earth. In order to gain admittance a prospective heavenly soul must answer
two questions:

1. Name two days of the week that begin with "T"
2. How many seconds are in a year?

The Singh thought for a few minutes and answered...
1. The two days of the week that begin with "T" are Today andTomorrow.
2. There are 12 seconds in a year.

Saint Peter said, "OK, I'll buy the Today and Tomorrow answer, even though
it's not the answer I expected. But how did you get 12 seconds in a year?"
The Singh replied, "Well, January 2nd, February 2nd, March 2nd, etc..."
Saint Peter lets him in without another word.




=====================================

Jasmeet Kaur caught her husband Santa Singh searching high and low all
around his living room.
Jasmeet: "What are you searching for?"
Santa: "Hidden cameras!"
Jasmeet: "And what makes you think that there are hidden cameras here?"
Santa: "That guy on TV knows exactly what I am doing. Why every few minutes
he keeps saying 'You are watching the Star World channel'. How does he know that?"


======================================

Having lost his donkey a Singh, got down to his knees and started thanking
God. A passerby saw him and asked, "Your donkey is missing; what are you
thanking God for ?"

The Singh replied "I am thanking Him for seeing to it that I wasn't riding
the donkey at that time, otherwise I would have been missing too."


====================================

Sardar Gurbachan Singh is appearing for his University final examination.
He takes his seat in the examination hall, stares at the question paper for
five minutes, and then in a fit of inspiration takes his shoes off and
throws them out of the window.


He then removes his turban and throws it away as well. His shirt, pant,
socks and watch follow suit.

The invigilator, alarmed, approaches him and asks what is going on.
"Oye, I am only following the instructions yaar," he says, " it says here,
'Answer the following questions in brief' .."

================================================


Two Singhs were sitting outside a clinic. One of them was crying like hell.
So the other asked, "Why are you crying?" The first one replied, "I came
here for blood test"
Second one asked, "So? Are you afraid ? "
First one replied, " No, not that. During the blood test they cut my finger"


Hearing this the second one started crying. The first one was astonished
and asked other, "Why are you crying?"
The other replied, "I have come for my urine test."


=======================================


A Singh goes to a hotel and eats heartily. After eating he goes to wash his
hands but starts washing the basin instead.
The manager comes running and asks him, "Mr. Singh, what are you doing?"
To this the man replies,"Oye, see the board here, " Wash Basin

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OMG OMG OMG .. im so crazy now..
so alvin let me see a girl's blog and say its my type of girl..
it really IS !!
as her blog is those sell girl's clothes one
and first i saw this line..

- meet ups are available within north east line mrt stations

i thot for a sec.. ok.... and i continue

-
payments can be made during meet ups if the location is at boonkeng mrt station

=))))))))))))))))))))))))) im CRAZY...

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Monday, February 05, 2007

this must be one of the greatest blog i have ever done.
but no jj .. u can't do this .. because .. because.. ( u know why =) i bet everyone know why too =p )
urs will become jj with the MAGIC WORM. haha .. don angry la.
treat u bubble tea. haha

introducing John with Puff the MAGIC DRAGON.
for your info.. this is no fucking porn. its art.






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chatted from 2am-7am. long but nice chat

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Sunday, February 04, 2007

eat and pooled.
singapore win 2-1.
and the cab uncle kpkb. hahaha.
bout the fact that singapore never use own player..
bout the fact that singapore government blah blah blah.
maybe hes too old to understand.

girlfriend - b2k
I got everything I want in my life except a girlfriend
Woo
Ah, B2K


Just copped a Bentley and it’s parked in my garage
At 2:00 appointment for my massage
And everywhere we go they know just who we are
There they go, it’s them ghetto superstars


The latest throwback and them ones on my feet
Get out the Benz and then I’m off up in the jeep
Take your friend with chicks that look like Alicia
Keys
All of that I’m still missin’ one thing (Whoa)


A girlfriend (Hey), girlfriend (Everything I wanted)
I need a girlfriend (Yeah), girlfriend (And everything
that I)
Girlfriend (Oh), girlfriend (Would you be my)
Would you be my girlfriend (Hey), girlfriend


We hit the mall, I buy you Prada, Nike suits
IB apparel while I’m chillin’ by the pool
From the show to the limo, to the club
Hand in the air, showin’ nothin’ but some love


Got plenty clothes, plenty ice, plenty cash
I’m pretty swoll, pretty abs, plenty (Shh...)
I got every single thing that I need
Except for a main squeeze (Whoa)


I need a girlfriend (Oh, oh), girlfriend (Girlfriend)
I need a girlfriend (Oh), girlfriend (I need, I need)
{I need, I need}
Girlfriend (A girlfriend), girlfriend (Would you be
my)
Would you be my girlfriend (Girlfriend), girlfriend
(Yeah, yeah)


Tell me who’s gonna be my girlfriend
And who out there needs a real man
And who’s gonna ride or die with me
Who’s gonna give B2K what they need


I need a number one
I need a thick with big hips, that’s just my
motivation
No more game preparation, this is pimparation
She must be ready and steady for a romance session
I’m talkin’ willin to learn a Lil’ Fizz lesson
Now she plannin’ it again and now where arguin’
Talkin’ girls, talk mess and tellin’ all there friends
But I seen this new chick tonight
And I’mma make her my girlfriend, my girlfriend


I need a girlfriend, girlfriend (Someone for me)
I need a girlfriend (Yeah...), girlfriend (That is all
I need, yeah)
Girlfriend, girlfriend (In my life)
Would you be my girlfriend (Oh), girlfriend (I need a)


A girlfriend (Woo), girlfriend (Someone to call my
own)
I need a girlfriend (Spend some money on), girlfriend
(And I’m gonna take her out)
A girlfriend (To show her what I’m all about),
girlfriend (Ey, hey, oh, ho...)
Would you be my girlfriend, girlfriend (No, no, no,
no)


Yeah...hey...
A girlfriend
Tender...oh...
Hey, hey

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Saturday, February 03, 2007

exam is tomoro and on wednesday and on friday. so dead.
fyp 50 page report not yet done. so dead.
going out to watch singapore thailand at selegie =)

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Friday, February 02, 2007

mos today.
stupid but fun.

she really resemble a friend!.
talked bout 2 sentence and her cab came.
but its ok.
i prefer girls who don smoke and guai. =)

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Thursday, February 01, 2007

3 interesting facts

1. a cat has 32 muscles in each ear.
2. a shark is the only fish that can blink with both eyes.
3. a snail can sleep for three years.


movies!

kung fu mahjong 3
death note2 (downloaded)
Ghost tunnel
feast
loft
white lady

My Fucking L-I-F-E


oh .. i just screwed up the page trying to put a password on the blog ..
but its ok

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3 Interesting facts:

1. there are only four words in the english language which end in dous: trmendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous.
2. two words in the english language that have all five vowels in order: abstemious and facetious.
3. typewriter is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard.

well those are ripped off from an email. as you know my english ain't that strong.

finally the dreadful month of jan has ended.
which means days to arrival of exams can be counted by the number of fingers on my hand.
im so gonna die.
gonna find a job real soon, that is if im not gonna get enlisted so soon.
but i hope the other way.
a new environment, a new beginning.
hopefully life ain't that bad.

friends come and go. you are one of them too

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Wednesday, January 31, 2007

the axe advertisement is good

the powder sprinkled on the wound cause tremendous pain.

simply unbearable

My Fucking L-I-F-E


live match
singapore vs thailand.
it was damm nice.
not the soccer play but the atmosphere.
being there and watching at home is so different.
you cheer with the crowds.
you scold with the crowds.
you curse with the crowds.
you sing with the crowds.
and of course litter with the crowds.

definitely more live matches thou its nothing compared to epl.

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Tuesday, January 30, 2007

always when u are unhappy u just said those hurting stuffs you said.
u always thinks are you correct.
but u are not.
i broke the door.
i bleed.
only then do you care.
whats the point
i don understand.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


exams .. oh fucked.
2 weeks to 1 week
to a few days left.
im so dead .. so dead.

so many things planned.
how am i gonna study!.
there is no time left.
how how how.
so many things left undone beside studies.

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Monday, January 29, 2007

movies never die
more more more movies.

kung fu mahjong 3
Ghost tunnel
jackass number2
loft
perfume (r21) yh say nice
deathnote 2 (died)

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been doing 0 studying and now i shall start.

shopped today at orchard.
realised what i can do with money.
and i mean big money.

respect and fame come your way if you have it.
dreams and hopes come your way if you have it.
plans can be carried out if you have it.
desires will be fulfilled if you have it.
money is not everything.
but you can't do without it.

my aunt bought 4 shirt from an expensive brand. each at 199.
but i went to the shop to change some other design.
she gave me 2 names and both were the manager. which i did not know
alvin pushed a note on the counter for me to see

"Goods sold are non-refundable and non exchangeable."

but i managed to change 2.
why?
cause money solves everything.
my dad gives a reasonable explaination
last time his company's stall, polo ralph.
the customers bring back tailored washed iron worn clothes,
but the company still do change for them.
"to keep the rich and high spending power customers."
i saw the receipt, my aunt spent thousands there just yesterday.
money.
how much power can we do without it?
what don need money?
guys like cars.
100k ? 200k ?
worse still lambo ? ferrari ?

i wish i could be rich like my aunt.
a big successful closed deal earn her a million dollar.



3 Interesting facts:
1. "stewardesses is the longest word typed with only the left hand and lollipop with your right"
2. "no word in the english language rhymes with month, orange, silver or purple."
3. "our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing."

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Friday, January 26, 2007

movie
party

opps u did it again.
saw lots of familiar faces once again. ex-tks, sp students, etc.

i seriously need to start studying soon. so i shall not sleep and study until im down.

my movie kaki says "no i don wan to watch with u. find other people."
so disappointing right. hahahahaha
so finding people for movies.

smoking and drinking kills.

this is my forest. i am a hunter. i hunt in this forest and so will my son when i died.

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Thursday, January 25, 2007

so the fucking fruit fly have to take a landing in my bottle.
THANKS FRUIT FLY. that costed me 7+ bucks. screw you

on the other hand..
forwarded emails again!

1.
wife: honey what are you looking for?
husband: nothing.
wife: nothing? you have been reading our marriage certificate for an hour??
husband: oh i was just looking for the expiry date.

2.
what is the difference between mother and wife?
ans: one woman brings you into this world crying, and the other ensures you continue to do so.

3.
wife: do you wan dinner?
husband: sure, what are my choices?
wife: yes and no.

4.
wife: you always carry my photo in your handbag to office. why?
husband: when there is a problem, no matter how impossible, i look at your picture and the problem disappears.
wife: u see, how miraculous and powerful i am for you?
husband: yes, i see your picture and say "what other problem can there be greater then this?"

5.
girl: when we ge married, i wan to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.
boy: its very kind of you, darling, but i don have any worries or troubles.
girl: well thats because we aren't married yet.

6.
son: mum. when i was on the bus with dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.
mom: well. you have done the right thing.
son: but mum, i was sitting on daddy's lap

7.
father to son: let me see your report card
son: my friend just borrowed it to scare his parents.

8.
interviewer to millionaire: who do you owe your success as a millionaire?
millionaire: my wife.
interviewer: wow she must be some woman. what were you before you married her?
millionaire: billionaire.

9.
girl to boy: one kiss and i'll be yours forever.
boy: thanks for the warning.

10.
wife to husband: what do you like most in me- my pretty face / my body
husband looked her from head to toe and replied: i like your sense of humor.

smile people, cause life ain't over yet

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Wednesday, January 24, 2007

a new week means new list of movie (minus those i have watched and those with lousy comment)!

kung fu mahjong 3
apocalypto
death note2 (ending soon)
Ghost tunnel
Cicak man (ending soon)
School For Scoundrels (ending soon)

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Tuesday, January 23, 2007

went gym swimming pool then snooker.
wanted to study .. but well .. tomorrow i will start.

what to do lack of determination.
sorry.

it shall end here shouldn't it.
i see no point in continuing
fuck off everybody! f u c k o f f

now is back to basketball..
every sunday 10am at anglican.
thanks eugene

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Monday, January 22, 2007

yesterday johnson mentioned something.
something that i can't help but agree with.
January seems like a fucking long month.
i really can't help but nod my head.
a month that seems like year.
how slowly time crawls, but on the other hand,
exams are crawling in too, together with the enlistment for ns.
2 o o 7
how well will this year be ... when its has a bad start.
comon exams comon

My Fucking L-I-F-E




Life

How many times have you been pushed around?
Was anybody there?
Does anybody care?
How many time have your friends let you down?
Was anybody there?
Did anybody stare?

How many time have your friends let you down?
Just open up your heart
Just open up your mind
How many times has your faith slipped away?
Well, is anybody safe?
Does anybody pray?

Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive

How many days have you just slept away?
Is everybody high?
Is everyone afraid?
How many times have you wished you were strong?

Have they ever seen your heart?
Have they ever seen your pain?

Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive

She gets high
She gets lost
She gets drowned by the cost
Twice a day, every week, not a lie

She gets high
She gets lost
She gets drowned by the cost
Twice a day, every week, not a lie

Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive
All messed up, but we'll survive.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


bought a new ipod video 30gb.
$378 and poof. im broke.
swam yesterday. and gonna gym today.
da-ed today with johnson and alvin. well, all are experienced player.
damm tired. hopefully tomorrow will have a chance to study.really hope i have the determination to continue too.

its so damm true that i have such low self control of myself. change. change. change.

putting a pistol to your head.
whispering insults to your ear.
messing around with your mind.
will you be afraid?
will u be very afraid

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Sunday, January 21, 2007

da da da da da da da
yes i studied 0% today.. will start tomorrow. hopefully
and yes .. i failed to quit again .. but tomorrow will be a good start.
at least i cutted down :)

so today we da da da da da da da until level 31
then we went to play pool.
hong kong cafe
bused to paradis
watched soccer. damm!..
man u lost 2-1
so we are back home again to continue our darkages-ing
yea call me a freak call me an idiot
i don care! =)

and johnson is joining us . tats great

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Saturday, January 20, 2007

everytime im with alvin, things don't go as planned.
be it the stupid ice cream job.
be it the stupid clubbing events.
be it the stupid outtings we had.
be it all the stupid plans we had.
dreams. who don wan it?
plans. who don wan it?

but still everytime something goes wrong. alvin see it happily. no doubt he is lee kai xing.
everytime something goes not as planned, he will say it in another matter and it did cheer me up.

alvin "that cheebye kia purposely one"
me "yea.. fucker _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ act xia lan only"
alvin "nevermind. they wan to purposely make us angry we must make it the other way. think. we go back chiong DA"
me "haha yea.. ok with me =)"
thou the cursing continue, but its okay now.

my mum and dad thinks alvin is a bad company.
maybe so
but i like otherwise.
as long as he is free,
he won mind going anywhere, anytime, do what.
anything.

example today: woodlands to yio chu kang to tampines to parkway to home
and it was a last minute arrangement.

alvin "sure babe"

that never fails to come.

so today, after settling some family stuff in the morning, went back home bathe and rushed out to meet alvin cause i was like 1 hour late.
nope. he did not complain, he joked about malays again.
so we went to temasek poly, cause he accompany me to support miss weed's cart.
did not help out much by buying stuff thou. sorry.
the weather was fine, until suddenly heavy heavy HEAVY downpour.
tats just before we reach tp.
saw grace chan and Melissa.
received a call, and off we go to parkway in the heavy rain. wanted to eat but canteen was closed.
plan failed and im too tired to walk to katong laksa, so we ate at mac and off we went home.
did not join the rest for the movie cause plan failed.
and the plan failed just a little too late.
althot they inform us too late.
bo xim. but nevermind. i am not having a bad day.
look on the brighter side of life and everything will be alright.

hush little baby don't u cry, everythings gonna be alright.

decided not to go out anymore until exam over. not anyone.
gonna study even if studying alone.
im gonna prove.
prove my parents.
prove miss jl.
and also prove to myself
prove. prove prove.
hopefully thou.
well plans always never go accordingly.

im even more determined to quit now.
that .. that will be my last pack that i will buy.
hopefully again.

change.
everybody change.
everything change.
as time goes by, everything will change.
like what i saw that time on the mrt.

1956, our ancestor lived in kampong
2002, we live in HDB
where will our generation live in the future?

i can choose to be nice.
i can choose not to be.
try me.
i will show u.
i will show u how much i can change.
i can show u how different i am.
just try me.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Friday, January 19, 2007

Gridiron gang

nice movie.
niggers with nice braided hair
gangs and fights
guns and car accidents
a touching show which made me almost cried
i said ALMOST

bringing the team together
giving them inspiring talks
changing them. totally
from a boy who sided his homies
to a boy who knows how to differentiate between right or wrong
when the world gave up on them
he still held on hoping to change.
a change for the better.

and come back only when you have a heart

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Thursday, January 18, 2007

teritary fling 3


got priority queue but queued with the rest instead
and i was oh-my-god-hungry
queue queue queue and went to eat.
walk there walk there wait here wait there..
in the end i can't swallow my food!
hahaha ever had a feeling that u are so hungry u felt full?
ever had a feeling that you are so tired until u felt awake for days
i had.
today clubbing was mainly bout me and alvin and some part of alex
not a bad day, came in and saw DA MAN.
the reason i am going there and the reason i will still go mos.
now im hungry again but heck! :)


pool at bugis.(long time ago)

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007

wai keong and me and one other guy was talking bout it when smoking.
about how bad life would be if you are blind deaf or mute.
today. i heard an example. read his blog.
pityful is not the word to be used here,
as he stays strong and optimistic
respect to him

but just picture yourself.
with great ambition and good planning ahead,
but its all came crushing down due to health.

ever watched helen the baby fox?

have u even wondered what will life be if u are the fox?

u hear nothing
u see nothing
u can't communicate
all u can do
is feel.
u live in complete darkness.
u live in complete silence.
u don even know how to express yourself.
neither do u know how to talk.
the pain, the feeling, the position u are in.
no one can understand it better then you.

one life.
live it.

good luck.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Tuesday, January 16, 2007

gathering movie kaki
gridiron gang - must watch
kung fu mahjong 3
Pan's labyrinth
apocalypto
deathnote2

exams coming too
damm

i hate going to sch now.
waste time. waste money

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Monday, January 15, 2007

c9L3. thats what i get
so what if i play so many sports
so what if i do well
so what.
theres no change.
c9L3 it will be
and it will always be
for what fuck.
i don know.
doctor say: heart? ok

fuck it u understand.. fuck it fuck it . i thot of going in to chiong but now .. i will just burn u mother fuckers alife

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Saturday, January 13, 2007

sleep at 7am wake at 9+am
can't find anyone but luckily jie lin is free..
so went to the talk with her
long time never see her and catch up alot with her
then to taka..
then home
then sleep
then movie.
...bad movie..
really thanks for accompanying me to the talk.

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Friday, January 12, 2007

tired.
drank a little
but tipsy till now.. it seems like i have not drink for so long!
johnson still so handsome. attract girls like a bee to honey
my eyes are red
and my head is so gone. woo.
its 730 and im gonna rest for bout 1.30 hours before i have to GET UP!

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Thursday, January 11, 2007

if only i could turn back time...
i will treasure what i used to have.
for now i regret what i didn't do
for now i see what i didn't see
for now i feel what i didn't feel
i don need all this i am experiencing now.

i learnt now.
everything is so clear now
everyone. including u.

for the someone: LIVE for yourself and be proud of yourself. you got something that others don't. you got something that others can't have. be proud stay strong.

for the others: fuck offf

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Wednesday, January 10, 2007

i won give no nonsense anymore
rest assure.
i just wanna enjoy and play.
who else is left beside the big bad wolf

lost a game as expected.
but just hope we will meet not those kinda madness opponent the next match.

trust no one. cos no one is trustable.
believe no one. cos no one tells the truth.
depend on no one. cos all will leave
what will u do. when one day u wake up and everything change.
it happened so quick u can't breathe.
what will you do.
will u change or will u stay.
ask me.
i will change.
why stay when everything else change.
everything happened for a reason. it might not be obvious. but get wad it means.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Monday, January 08, 2007

bad day
finger nail splitting, hit by the spinning computer fan
bled
pool damm off
mum going crazy
dad acting smart
sis kp
irritants irritants and more irritants
who else is left being true


its 8 is to 7. with buddyy leading. thanks for accompany buddyy.

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Sunday, January 07, 2007

no one supported me.
no one.
if thats how u wan me to be.
i can be better or worse.
always thought you are here for me.
but u are not
u kept quiet about stuffs, i thought u are with me
but you are not
exploded today and u said stufff like that.
so i did embarrass you right.
in the neighbourhood, in the family.
the way i dress
the way my hair is
my education results
yes im a failure.
u seems ashame of me.
so u feel that i have been wrong about everything
u said u wan to bring me to jean yip to prove my hair is ugly
but since when did u let me keep my hair until the length i wan?
almost there and u force me to cut.
im going ns soon.
there goes my hair.
but the point is. you are never never there.
i hereby thank you mum
so let me go.
let me move out.
i don need your support anymore.
i don need anyone.


let me go

My Fucking L-I-F-E


give and take give and take .. don just give give give or take take take

all little one
wearing masks
scary and dangerous
as can be

with a leap and a jump
u killed me with ur words
u thot u are save
but there were tons of traps
waiting. just waiting
to suck ur life away.

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Saturday, January 06, 2007

was quite in a sian mood yesterday
the first thing that cheer me up was this

sms
me to alvin: haha :) where are you?
alvin to me: im in little black land. but people call it little india.

second thing was a sound clip also from alvin:
rk pork house. when i got it i will send to some of u.
nasi babi
pig intestine soup.
hahaha

went mos.
drank remy martin. woo
was quite high but the effect lasted until just b4 we re-enter mos
not too bad
heard most of the nice song
fuck ang mohs
they were drank
they were big sized
they were pushing
they were unable to balance
they made everyone angry
indian, malays, chinese
so we were suay enough to be behind them
indian say
"lets push them back together"
malay shake his head and smile
so i lean against one of the ang moh and told one botak chinese
"PUSH ME"

-bomb.. alot of space

and we continued to lean back. until they pushed back

then another
chinese point middle finger and say
"DON FUCKING PUSH AROUND"
ang moh stick out tongue (WOAH.. this tongue is the longest i ever seen)
chinese say
"YOU DON FUCKING PLAY WITH ME"
we told him to chill
ang moh went out very soon
...
..
.
..
...
another group of crazy ang moh
take pic take pic
fucking drunk too
can't walk straight
want to dance
and took up so much space

FUCK ang mohs

was not too bad.
fair shares of gender.
and i was looking forward for a fight to break out
if only..
if only..
if only..
i always wanted to try punching someone in the face and see what happen

watched a show that night. its bout diving. the girl just keep punching the guy.
woah. i wonder what will happen if a girl punch me ! i can't do no shit.

saw alot of people.
ranging from basketball friend
to tk's long-time-never-talk-friend
to the oh-so-sexy neighbour

if you guys don bother. why should i? RIGHT BITCH!

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Friday, January 05, 2007

fyp fyp fyp
movie
home
saw a real time gold digger on the bus
reading a book; digging the nose
imagine u borrow the book from the library and happily reading it on ur bed.
and guess what
JACKPOT
u got the gold digger's book :) you can never get luckier then this.

so the gold digger dig his nose using his right hand .. and im on his right hand side.
so he dig and put his hand to under the chair..
either he fling it off or he stick to the chair.
im so afraid.
so afraid of his gold.
i don wan no gold on my pants.
i don wan to touch him.
so the next moment .. i saw him scratching his head using the gold digging hand.
oh man!. sick.

nobody is better than buddyy . cos she will never pang seh me. and she came all the way from tampines to dover =) thanks

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Thursday, January 04, 2007

today is simply BORED.
sleepy and tired as can be.
limited chairs, limited space.
oh give me some air give me a bed
a comfy pillow is all i need

damm.. i need some sleep

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Tuesday, January 02, 2007

from stranger to classmate
from classmate to enemy
from enemy to friends
from friends to sis
from sis to buddyy

is it that complicated?
why no one understand
why do i have to repeat myself
why even the taxi uncle say so
why despite the numerous time i told everyone
the same question surfaces

im not together with vonn
a very good friend
a very good buddyy
shes been there since sec 3.
climbing stairs, consoling and stuff
all the little things are appreciated and remembered
she understands me.
gives me advise.
accompanies me.
and shes always there when i needed someone.
"good friends will never be together" quoted from jj
so UNDERSTANDS this.

we are pure good buddies, with no chemistry between us.
and she will always be my buddyy.
so shut the fuck up and understand this once and for all


Get Back - Ludacris

Yeek yeek woop woop!! why you all in my ear?!
Talking a whole bunch of shit
That I ain't trying to hear!
Get back muhfucker! You don't know me like that!
(Get back muhfucker!! You don't know me like that!!)
Yeek yeek woop woop!! I ain't playing around!
Make one false move I'll take ya down
Get back muhfucker! You don't know me like that!
(Get back muhfucker!! You don't know me like that!!)


HEY! You want what wit me?!
I'm a tell you one time, don't FUCK wit me!
GET DOWN! Cause I ain't got nothing to lose
I'm having a bad day, don't make me take it out on you!
You want what wit me?!
I'm a tell you one time, don't FUCK wit me!
GET DOWN! Cause I ain't got nothing to lose
And I'm having a bad day, don't make me take it out on you!

My Fucking L-I-F-E


went 2.4km today.. it lasted 12min. oh god how am i gonna pass..
went swim then parkway
last minute get formal wear.
kkinda crazy but funn.
met seet. he was buying formal wear too
went home and thought bout some stuff.
so please let me off




shi qu cai hui dong de zhen xi. (this is for nobody)

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Sunday, December 31, 2006

happy new year !

went steamboat at marina south.
buddyy next table but went to pub
went for car tour round orchard.
crazy but fun
thanks eugene for all the rides and joy
at least not making us one of those people walking along orchard road prayed by blangas
making fun of people
shouting out loud
c-r-a-z-y
went for movie - blood diamond
its a nice show but quite a normal ending
sat someone and played game.
did alot of pumping.
hope a new year will be a new beginning
and i shall TRY to quit

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Saturday, December 30, 2006

today is the come 07 go 06 countdown day
as usual no plans as yet
but yesterday dj ask me go down today
i don know

a brand new year,
brand new resolutions.
but i have none.
people ask "what is your ambition?"
i think. and think.
"i don't know"
im just someone who live day by day
i don't look things that far yet.
so resolutions?
not even 1 i guess.

a 6 days seed have not start growing.
a 6 days baby can't do no shits.
a 6 days car is as good as brand new.
a 6 days friendship. you barely know him/her
what can 6 days do ?

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Friday, December 29, 2006

haven been asleep for 40+ hours.. now is 430am
oh man!

played audition until 6am
send grandma off
back home to change
off to sch for fyp
met up at marina square
went bugis for pool
sat eugene's car.. woohoo
went kbox
home now..
i donnoe why .. but im not very tired.. but i know once i sleep .. i can't wake up until its noon :)
but fyp again tomoro
one thing happy is we claimed back the money for fyp..
once again
i can spenntt spennt speeennttt

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Thursday, December 28, 2006

fyp fyp fyp ..
date drawing close.
fucking lots to do.
thanks peng siew
thanks jj
for ur little help today

went movie marathon
1. charlotte web
2. curse of the golden flower

prefer Charlotte web, funny with all the spiders going weeee weee weee and somemore its our literature book for secondary 2 :)

curse of the golden flower is quite bad, with the uncle eating sour plum which stinks, and the uncle himself stinks. his umbrella poke into my seat area. and his arm fully resting on the side of the chair, fully utilising the space he paid for.

the cab uncle was crazy. turning left to right when the hump come..
and he kept laughing to himself aloud.. like HAHA.............. HAHA...... freaky!
after buddyy left.. he told me alot of place for good food .. wooooo!

freaky cabby
smelly uncle
good fyp teammates and friends
good movie kakki
tired but a good day
:)

thanks buddyy for 15bucks


promises are meant to be kept. Charlotte is a good example.
to death she kept her promises.
to death she helped wilber
loyalty helpful and smart
she gave all she could to achieve the impossible.

such a friend is hard to find indeed

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Tuesday, December 26, 2006

so guilty
so sick
i talk to nobody
stfu

so dad u want to rant bout everything
being nonsensical and irritating,
talking bout the facts of knowing my limits
asking why am i doing so much,
staying out so late in the night
for friends, for brother for anyone
ridiculously saying stuffs like,
"no point saying, you go think bout it"

well heres something you should know DAD
having friends and all is a blessing
u asked why i detest staying home
simply cause there is nothing for me to do
facing the laptop the whole day
i can't do it like you
having no life and to chiong game once u are home
i can't do it
i have a life
i play pool, eat good food and go party
can u give it to me all?
i don't blame u, so i seek enjoyment outside.
u asked me if i have limits and know what to do
for friends or for brother.
i can tell you this DAD
i have friends but not brother
NOT LIKE YOU
you have 2 other god brother
but what can they do
im not mean or sarcastic
but who got married with the girl you once love?
and you all are brothers up to date
i don have any brother, but i do have friends
if you have to blame.
I got the genes from you
do i go cause i have no decision? or i like to do those stuff too
think dad think

u asked me if i know my limits,
bout school and stuff
let me tell u.
i have a gpa of 2.6+
not a gpa of 0.7
im not smart, i don live in denial
but what can i do
if you have to blame.
I got the genes from you
sleeping at 4-5am everyday, don't you think i know what to do?
i party until 6am, don't you think i know what to do?
your allowances is so limited, but yet i survived partying and not asking from you money
if i don know my limits, i will be fucking broke
and my account balance won't be increasing
but dad if you have to blame.
I got the genes from you


so dad, u kept saying stuffs like,
"no point saying, you go think bout it"
so whats the point of continuing
i didn't want to quarrel with you
i don wan my mum to be angry again
im guilty
and im sorry mum
i didn't call at 4am cause i wanted u to sleep
i didn't came back cause i wanted to save
i didn't mean it but it all happened
you don understand and you will never do
i love you more then you know
but you never trust
im 19 and 2 days old
i believe i know what to do
i know u meant well
but you assume too much mum
when i heard you fading away,
i panicked
u know how hard i was trying to contact home?
running in the rain, running through my mind was
what am i gonna do without you
im guilty if anything happen

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Sunday, December 24, 2006

19 years and 1 day
thanks for all the greetings and wishes people
even those that seldom talk
thanks for remembering =)
ate and club till 5.45am
accompany buddy home
went home sleep
reach at 7.30am

thanks buddyy for trying to make me happy the whole day.
being understanding and there
and thanks for your present

My Fucking L-I-F-E


Saturday, December 23, 2006

itss a stayyy home sat
woahhooo im home the whole day on a lovely saturday...
first time in like the past 1 year or so..
im bored.
seriously bored.

cont:

so chang rong yuhong and pow came.. played game and they went home. soon enough they came back ask for supper, but its all planned as carina was preparing for a surprise.

she bought me cake, present and all the decoration..

thanks for taking the effort to come down and prepare all the stuffs, cabbing home so late in the night, and spending so much.i appreciate it.

im still hungry thou. =)

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Friday, December 22, 2006

yesterday + today
1. Suki sushi
2. play free arcarde
3. movie - night in museum
4. club
5. fyp

woke up at 10am
and everything ended at 4pm today.
tonight maybe go movie again .. donnoe =)
sushi was good .. thanks shy jj and pratama
movie was good.. very nice. must watch
club was alright. music was good.
fyp was fun. well.. but didn't sleep and went straight to school was omg tired. i was falling asleep watching wai keong saw the wood

we found a little CUTE kitten in school.
names given were like fucker, DA cat etc
but not yet decided.
its really a cute little nice kitten with nice fur.
really
the owner just bought a HL milk and left the kitten there with the milk.
the kitten was stepping into the milk!..
so we decide to rescue it and bring it to the club house!
kept the cat in the fyp speaker's box.
we played with it.
william hugged the cat to sleep.
pratama offered a home for the cat.
all in all its a good day, with me extremely tired

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Wednesday, December 20, 2006

When things in your life seems almost too much to handle
When 24 hours in a day are not enough,
Remember the mayonnaise jar and the coffee..

A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him.
When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fit it with golf balls.
He then asked the students if the jar was full.
They agreed that it was.

The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar.
Te shook the jar lightly.
The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls.
He then asked the students again if the jar was full.
They agreed it was.

The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar.
Of course the sand filled up everything else.
He asked once more if the jar was full.
The students responded with an unanimous yes.

The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and poured the entire contents into the jar, effectively filling the empty space between the sand.
The students laughed.

"Now", said the professor, as the laughter subsided.
I want you to recognise that this jar represents your life.

The golf balls are the important things - your family, children, faith, health, friends, favourite passions. Things that if everything else was lost and only they remained, your life would still be full.

The pebbles are the other things that matter - your job, house and car.

The sand is everything else. the small stuff.

If you put the sand into the jar first, there is no room for the pebbles or the golf balls.
The same goes for life.
If you spend all your time and energy on the small stuff, you will never have room for the things that are important to you.
Pay attention to the things that are critical to your happiness. Play with your children, take time for medical checkups. Take your partner out to dinner. There will always be time to clean the house and fix the disposal.
Take care of the golf balls first, the things that really matter.
Set your Priorities. The rest is just sand.

One of the students raised her hand and inquired what the coffee represented.
The professor smiled.
"Im glad you asked. It just goes to show you that no matter how full your life may seem, there is always room for a couple of cups of coffee with a friend."

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bought pants
2 tee
1 black/white stripe
1 black _ _ _ _( i donnoe what its called)

eat
pooled
cabbed home

if u don like it,
lies i shall tell.
i was just trying to make u realise,
but why try when u don like.
i was blunt,
but ain't it all for your own good.
WHATEVER

Put your right hand up, Put your left hand up
Put your right hand up, Put your left hand up
Put your right hand up, Put your left hand up
Put your right hand up (Man, man)

It’s whuteva, whuteva, whuteva, it’s whuteva, whuteva, whuteva, whuteva, it’s whuteva

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Tuesday, December 19, 2006

if people don mention it .. i don even know christmas is just the next week.. =)

without fear, there will be no courage,
and together our enemy will be afraid.

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Monday, December 18, 2006

so i didn't mention i went to for a gathering last sat. cause nicholas was back in singapore =)

had pizza and many other food at the top of the car park, and played with kid's bike/motor/car to pass time



went to vivo (reached bout 12am).

thinking nobody will be there,



ooo.. its bigggggg!

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Sunday, December 17, 2006

I HATE TO BE FORCED TO DO THINGS I DON LIKE.

ok .. so wake up today ... and those that are playing wow are so ARGH... can't reach them on msn .. have to logg in.. and tell them LOOK AT THE MSN.. ok nvm .. so end up we didn't go out, and i didn't want to go for the dinner with my auntie and grandma.. BUT I WAS FORCED TO GO.. why ? cos when i tell my mum i don wanna go .. she just walk away pretending not to hear it .. so yea im gonna do the same next time too.

i didn't want to go.. i donnoe why .. just the feeling i don feel like going.

FULL STOP.

so i went .. with a sore throat and cough.. well done .. we went for steamboat.. and they ordered tom yam and put it in front of me .. well .. its not that hot .. but the sour taste is irritating my throat..

its still OKAY you see..

because the tom yam soup is HOT, they keep saying ohh this this this this this this this don put in .. cause very hot and children cannot eat...

FOR GOD SAKE there are equal number of food for the 3 pots of soup ..
so end up i ate tat miserable share.. and they put all the vegetable in here.. so those that share the pot with me ..

my dad - my uncle scooped alot for him from the pot of chicken soup (fish, chicken, pork, vegetable. almost everything)

my sis - my mum and auntie scooped alot for her from the 2nd pot of chicken soup (fish, chicken, pork, vegetable. almost everything)

me - i just ate prawns and meat ball with rice, BECAUSE THATS ALL THEY PUT IN THE POT.

i said i don wanna go, and they forced me there.. NOW ..IF U GIVE ME THE AMOUNT OF MONEY PAID AT THE RESTAURANT PER PERSON FOR ME.. I CAN GET FUCKING GOOD FOOD LIKE STINGRAYS AND STUFF, INDULGING MYSELF IN MY OWN FOOD HEAVEN.

now my throat hurts like fuck.

but the good thing is, my aunt gave me $500 for my birthday and $100 from my grandma.

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Saturday, December 16, 2006

1 wrong move and you have to pay for the price


-1 part brave 3 part fooliness.

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i i i i i i just love the dj at mos...
the music was superrbb...
there was an encore yesterday
  1. take the lead -(wanna ride)
  2. conteo *i think
too bad i missed the song turn it up

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Thursday, December 14, 2006

skipping tomorrow's lesson.. so its the first day of my holiday today. thou today did nothing much, but im very happy i ate alot of good foooood!! =)

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

all people's nick goes like this..

"All i want for christmas is you"

oh man!..

i don wan christmas this year. it will be different from the past 2 years.
i don wan christmas this year. cause there is no festive mood.
i don wan christmas this year. cause there is fyp to rush.
i don wan christmas this year. Im broke NOW already
i don wan christmas this year. i just wanna stay home

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how much can a guy change for a girl?
will he change his attitude character and everything?
for the time being or permanently?
no personal attacks, just a question to all.

are you a buddy
are you a crush
are you a part of the clique
are you a friend
or are you just an acquaintance?

how do u treat your friends in each case?

guys will do anything for the girl he like. thats a fact. aww crap.. i donnoe what to say anymore..

anyway IF one day someone kidnapped 1 (male) buddy, 1 (male) acquaintance, and 1 (female) crush. and u definitely cannot get any help/money. If given that only 2 will be released first.. who will u save?

i will save the 2 guys.
not cause i like guys.
but cause they will be of more help in saving the girl.
i don know.
i think this way.

i think i must be more selfish and really start doing things that i really enjoy =)

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Tuesday, December 12, 2006

pon the lesson for the 3rd consecutive time.. anyway its the last week, but seems like we need to rush fyp.. oh fuck..

played basketball today for the first time after so long.. and ALEX IF U ARE SEEING THIS...

ONE MONTH!!
I WILL BEAT U =)

saw the guy who gave me my first leather basketball.. doubt he remember me cause i was like sec 2 tat time .. wow.. his shooting damm accurate already .. power... very very bored now thou ... more forwarded emailssss

Fond memories For those who born in the 70s and 80s.

1. You grew up watching He-man, MASK, Transformers, Silver Hawk and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget, Ninja turtles, My Little Pony and Smurfs too.

2. You grew up brushing your teeth with a mug in Primary school during recess time. You will squat by a drain with all your classmates beside you, and brush your teeth with a coloured mug.The teachers said you must brush each side 10 times too.

3. You know what SBC stands for.

4. You pay 40 cents for Chocolate or Strawberry MILK every week in class.

5. You watch a very popular Malay dubbed Japanese drama on RTM1 about schoolgirls who possess powerful skills in volleyball called Meoro Attack.

6. You find your friends with pagers and handphone cool in Secondary school.

7. SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed. There are colourful tickets forTIBS buses.The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket.

8. Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day.

9. You've probably read Young Generation magazine.You know who's Vinny the little vampire and Acai the constable. (i love Vinny the little vampire)

10. You were there when they first introduced MRT here. You went for the first ride with your parents and you would kneel on the seat to see the scenery.

11. Movie tickets used to cost only $3.50.

12. Gals are fascinated by Strawberry Short Cake and Barbie Dolls.

13. You learn to laugh like The Count in Sesame Street.

14. You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.

15. You watched TV2 (also known as Channel 10) cartoons because Channel 5 never had enough cartoons for you.

16. Hardy Boys, Nancy Drew, The Three Investigators, Famous Five and Secret Seven are probably the thickest story books you ever thought you have read. Even Sweet Valley High and Malory Towers.

17. KFC used to be a high class restaurant that serve food in plates and let you use metal forks and knives.

18. The most vulgar thing you said was asshole and idiot and THE MOST EXTREME WAS 'super white'...you just couldn't bring yourself to say the hokkien relative.

19. Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word.

20. Your English workbooks was made of some damn poor quality paper that was smooth and yellow.

21. CDIS were your bestfriend

22. The only computer lessons in school involved funny pixellised characters in 16 colours walking about trying to teach you maths.

23. Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go.

24. Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court.

25. Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too...

26. Science was fun with the balsam and the angsana being the most important plants of our lives, guppies and swordtail being the most important fish.

27. Who can forget Ahmad, Bala, Sumei and John, eternalized in our minds from the textbooks. Even Mr Wally & Mr. Yakki. What abt Miss Lala??? And Zaki and Tini in Malay Textbooks

28. We carry out experiments of our own to get yourself badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc.

29. Every Children's day and National day you either get pins or pens with 'Happy Children's Day 1993' or dumb files with 'Happy National Day 1994'.

30. In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.

31. We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes.

32. Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English.

33. The worksheets were made of brown rough paper of poor quality.

34. You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.

35. School dismissal time was normally around 1 pm.

36. There would be spelling tests and mental sums to do almost everyday.

37. Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.

38. You see Wee Kim Wee's face in the school hall.

39. You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl

40. Boys like to catch fighting spiders.

41. Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.

42. Autograph books were loaded with "Best Wishes", "Forget Me Not", and small poems like "Bird fly high, hard to catch.Friend like you, hard to forget".

43. Class monitors and prefects loved to say "You talk somemore, I write your name ah!"

44. There were at least 40 people in one class.

45. Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.

46. You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable.

For those who are born in those days... remember the good old days?

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