Wednesday, January 31, 2007
the powder sprinkled on the wound cause tremendous pain.
simply unbearable
singapore vs thailand.
it was damm nice.
not the soccer play but the atmosphere.
being there and watching at home is so different.
you cheer with the crowds.
you scold with the crowds.
you curse with the crowds.
you sing with the crowds.
and of course litter with the crowds.
definitely more live matches thou its nothing compared to epl.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007
u always thinks are you correct.
but u are not.
i broke the door.
i bleed.
only then do you care.
whats the point
i don understand.
2 weeks to 1 week
to a few days left.
im so dead .. so dead.
so many things planned.
how am i gonna study!.
there is no time left.
how how how.
so many things left undone beside studies.
Monday, January 29, 2007
more more more movies.
kung fu mahjong 3
Ghost tunnel
jackass number2
loft
perfume (r21) yh say nice
deathnote 2 (died)
shopped today at orchard.
realised what i can do with money.
and i mean big money.
respect and fame come your way if you have it.
dreams and hopes come your way if you have it.
plans can be carried out if you have it.
desires will be fulfilled if you have it.
money is not everything.
but you can't do without it.
my aunt bought 4 shirt from an expensive brand. each at 199.
but i went to the shop to change some other design.
she gave me 2 names and both were the manager. which i did not know
alvin pushed a note on the counter for me to see
"Goods sold are non-refundable and non exchangeable."
but i managed to change 2.
why?
cause money solves everything.
my dad gives a reasonable explaination
last time his company's stall, polo ralph.
the customers bring back tailored washed iron worn clothes,
but the company still do change for them.
"to keep the rich and high spending power customers."
i saw the receipt, my aunt spent thousands there just yesterday.
money.
how much power can we do without it?
what don need money?
guys like cars.
100k ? 200k ?
worse still lambo ? ferrari ?
i wish i could be rich like my aunt.
a big successful closed deal earn her a million dollar.
3 Interesting facts:
1. "stewardesses is the longest word typed with only the left hand and lollipop with your right"
2. "no word in the english language rhymes with month, orange, silver or purple."
3. "our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing."
Friday, January 26, 2007
party
opps u did it again.
saw lots of familiar faces once again. ex-tks, sp students, etc.
i seriously need to start studying soon. so i shall not sleep and study until im down.
my movie kaki says "no i don wan to watch with u. find other people."
so disappointing right. hahahahaha
so finding people for movies.
smoking and drinking kills.
this is my forest. i am a hunter. i hunt in this forest and so will my son when i died.
Thursday, January 25, 2007
THANKS FRUIT FLY. that costed me 7+ bucks. screw you
on the other hand..
forwarded emails again!
1.
wife: honey what are you looking for?
husband: nothing.
wife: nothing? you have been reading our marriage certificate for an hour??
husband: oh i was just looking for the expiry date.
2.
what is the difference between mother and wife?
ans: one woman brings you into this world crying, and the other ensures you continue to do so.
3.
wife: do you wan dinner?
husband: sure, what are my choices?
wife: yes and no.
4.
wife: you always carry my photo in your handbag to office. why?
husband: when there is a problem, no matter how impossible, i look at your picture and the problem disappears.
wife: u see, how miraculous and powerful i am for you?
husband: yes, i see your picture and say "what other problem can there be greater then this?"
5.
girl: when we ge married, i wan to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden.
boy: its very kind of you, darling, but i don have any worries or troubles.
girl: well thats because we aren't married yet.
6.
son: mum. when i was on the bus with dad this morning, he told me to give up my seat to a lady.
mom: well. you have done the right thing.
son: but mum, i was sitting on daddy's lap
7.
father to son: let me see your report card
son: my friend just borrowed it to scare his parents.
8.
interviewer to millionaire: who do you owe your success as a millionaire?
millionaire: my wife.
interviewer: wow she must be some woman. what were you before you married her?
millionaire: billionaire.
9.
girl to boy: one kiss and i'll be yours forever.
boy: thanks for the warning.
10.
wife to husband: what do you like most in me- my pretty face / my body
husband looked her from head to toe and replied: i like your sense of humor.
smile people, cause life ain't over yet
Wednesday, January 24, 2007
kung fu mahjong 3
apocalypto
death note2 (ending soon)
Ghost tunnel
Cicak man (ending soon)
School For Scoundrels (ending soon)
Tuesday, January 23, 2007
wanted to study .. but well .. tomorrow i will start.
what to do lack of determination.
sorry.
it shall end here shouldn't it.
i see no point in continuing
fuck off everybody! f u c k o f f
now is back to basketball..
every sunday 10am at anglican.
thanks eugene
Monday, January 22, 2007
something that i can't help but agree with.
January seems like a fucking long month.
i really can't help but nod my head.
a month that seems like year.
how slowly time crawls, but on the other hand,
exams are crawling in too, together with the enlistment for ns.
2 o o 7
how well will this year be ... when its has a bad start.
comon exams comon
Life
How many times have you been pushed around?
Was anybody there?
Does anybody care?
How many time have your friends let you down?
Was anybody there?
Did anybody stare?
How many time have your friends let you down?
Just open up your heart
Just open up your mind
How many times has your faith slipped away?
Well, is anybody safe?
Does anybody pray?
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive
How many days have you just slept away?
Is everybody high?
Is everyone afraid?
How many times have you wished you were strong?
Have they ever seen your heart?
Have they ever seen your pain?
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive
She gets high
She gets lost
She gets drowned by the cost
Twice a day, every week, not a lie
She gets high
She gets lost
She gets drowned by the cost
Twice a day, every week, not a lie
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive
All messed up, but we'll survive.
Was anybody there?
Does anybody care?
How many time have your friends let you down?
Was anybody there?
Did anybody stare?
How many time have your friends let you down?
Just open up your heart
Just open up your mind
How many times has your faith slipped away?
Well, is anybody safe?
Does anybody pray?
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive
How many days have you just slept away?
Is everybody high?
Is everyone afraid?
How many times have you wished you were strong?
Have they ever seen your heart?
Have they ever seen your pain?
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive
She gets high
She gets lost
She gets drowned by the cost
Twice a day, every week, not a lie
She gets high
She gets lost
She gets drowned by the cost
Twice a day, every week, not a lie
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we're alive
Oh, Life is waiting for you
So messed up, but we'll survive
All messed up, but we'll survive.
$378 and poof. im broke.
swam yesterday. and gonna gym today.
da-ed today with johnson and alvin. well, all are experienced player.
damm tired. hopefully tomorrow will have a chance to study.really hope i have the determination to continue too.
its so damm true that i have such low self control of myself. change. change. change.
putting a pistol to your head.
whispering insults to your ear.
messing around with your mind.
will you be afraid?
will u be very afraid
Sunday, January 21, 2007
yes i studied 0% today.. will start tomorrow. hopefully
and yes .. i failed to quit again .. but tomorrow will be a good start.
at least i cutted down :)
so today we da da da da da da da until level 31
then we went to play pool.
hong kong cafe
bused to paradis
watched soccer. damm!..
man u lost 2-1
so we are back home again to continue our darkages-ing
yea call me a freak call me an idiot
i don care! =)
and johnson is joining us . tats great
Saturday, January 20, 2007
be it the stupid ice cream job.
be it the stupid clubbing events.
be it the stupid outtings we had.
be it all the stupid plans we had.
dreams. who don wan it?
plans. who don wan it?
but still everytime something goes wrong. alvin see it happily. no doubt he is lee kai xing.
everytime something goes not as planned, he will say it in another matter and it did cheer me up.
alvin "that cheebye kia purposely one"
me "yea.. fucker _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ act xia lan only"
alvin "nevermind. they wan to purposely make us angry we must make it the other way. think. we go back chiong DA"
me "haha yea.. ok with me =)"
thou the cursing continue, but its okay now.
my mum and dad thinks alvin is a bad company.
maybe so
but i like otherwise.
as long as he is free,
he won mind going anywhere, anytime, do what.
anything.
example today: woodlands to yio chu kang to tampines to parkway to home
and it was a last minute arrangement.
alvin "sure babe"
that never fails to come.
so today, after settling some family stuff in the morning, went back home bathe and rushed out to meet alvin cause i was like 1 hour late.
nope. he did not complain, he joked about malays again.
so we went to temasek poly, cause he accompany me to support miss weed's cart.
did not help out much by buying stuff thou. sorry.
the weather was fine, until suddenly heavy heavy HEAVY downpour.
tats just before we reach tp.
saw grace chan and Melissa.
received a call, and off we go to parkway in the heavy rain. wanted to eat but canteen was closed.
plan failed and im too tired to walk to katong laksa, so we ate at mac and off we went home.
did not join the rest for the movie cause plan failed.
and the plan failed just a little too late.
althot they inform us too late.
bo xim. but nevermind. i am not having a bad day.
look on the brighter side of life and everything will be alright.
hush little baby don't u cry, everythings gonna be alright.
decided not to go out anymore until exam over. not anyone.
gonna study even if studying alone.
im gonna prove.
prove my parents.
prove miss jl.
and also prove to myself
prove. prove prove.
hopefully thou.
well plans always never go accordingly.
im even more determined to quit now.
that .. that will be my last pack that i will buy.
hopefully again.
change.
everybody change.
everything change.
as time goes by, everything will change.
like what i saw that time on the mrt.
1956, our ancestor lived in kampong
2002, we live in HDB
where will our generation live in the future?
i can choose to be nice.
i can choose not to be.
try me.
i will show u.
i will show u how much i can change.
i can show u how different i am.
just try me.
Friday, January 19, 2007
nice movie.
niggers with nice braided hair
gangs and fights
guns and car accidents
a touching show which made me almost cried
i said ALMOST
bringing the team together
giving them inspiring talks
changing them. totally
from a boy who sided his homies
to a boy who knows how to differentiate between right or wrong
when the world gave up on them
he still held on hoping to change.
a change for the better.
and come back only when you have a heart
Thursday, January 18, 2007
got priority queue but queued with the rest instead
and i was oh-my-god-hungry
queue queue queue and went to eat.
walk there walk there wait here wait there..
in the end i can't swallow my food!
hahaha ever had a feeling that u are so hungry u felt full?
ever had a feeling that you are so tired until u felt awake for days
i had.
today clubbing was mainly bout me and alvin and some part of alex
not a bad day, came in and saw DA MAN.
the reason i am going there and the reason i will still go mos.
now im hungry again but heck! :)
pool at bugis.(long time ago)
Wednesday, January 17, 2007
about how bad life would be if you are blind deaf or mute.
today. i heard an example. read his blog.
pityful is not the word to be used here,
as he stays strong and optimistic
respect to him
but just picture yourself.
with great ambition and good planning ahead,
but its all came crushing down due to health.
ever watched helen the baby fox?
have u even wondered what will life be if u are the fox?
u hear nothing
u see nothing
u can't communicate
all u can do
is feel.
u live in complete darkness.
u live in complete silence.
u don even know how to express yourself.
neither do u know how to talk.
the pain, the feeling, the position u are in.
no one can understand it better then you.
one life.
live it.
good luck.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
gridiron gang - must watch
kung fu mahjong 3
Pan's labyrinth
apocalypto
deathnote2
exams coming too
damm
i hate going to sch now.
waste time. waste money
Monday, January 15, 2007
so what if i play so many sports
so what if i do well
so what.
theres no change.
c9L3 it will be
and it will always be
for what fuck.
i don know.
doctor say: heart? ok
fuck it u understand.. fuck it fuck it . i thot of going in to chiong but now .. i will just burn u mother fuckers alife
Saturday, January 13, 2007
can't find anyone but luckily jie lin is free..
so went to the talk with her
long time never see her and catch up alot with her
then to taka..
then home
then sleep
then movie.
...bad movie..
really thanks for accompanying me to the talk.
Friday, January 12, 2007
drank a little
but tipsy till now.. it seems like i have not drink for so long!
johnson still so handsome. attract girls like a bee to honey
my eyes are red
and my head is so gone. woo.
its 730 and im gonna rest for bout 1.30 hours before i have to GET UP!
Thursday, January 11, 2007
i will treasure what i used to have.
for now i regret what i didn't do
for now i see what i didn't see
for now i feel what i didn't feel
i don need all this i am experiencing now.
i learnt now.
everything is so clear now
everyone. including u.
for the someone: LIVE for yourself and be proud of yourself. you got something that others don't. you got something that others can't have. be proud stay strong.
for the others: fuck offf
Wednesday, January 10, 2007
rest assure.
i just wanna enjoy and play.
who else is left beside the big bad wolf
lost a game as expected.
but just hope we will meet not those kinda madness opponent the next match.
trust no one. cos no one is trustable.
believe no one. cos no one tells the truth.
depend on no one. cos all will leave
what will u do. when one day u wake up and everything change.
it happened so quick u can't breathe.
what will you do.
will u change or will u stay.
ask me.
i will change.
why stay when everything else change.
everything happened for a reason. it might not be obvious. but get wad it means.
Monday, January 08, 2007
finger nail splitting, hit by the spinning computer fan
bled
pool damm off
mum going crazy
dad acting smart
sis kp
irritants irritants and more irritants
who else is left being true
its 8 is to 7. with buddyy leading. thanks for accompany buddyy.
Sunday, January 07, 2007
no one.
if thats how u wan me to be.
i can be better or worse.
always thought you are here for me.
but u are not
u kept quiet about stuffs, i thought u are with me
but you are not
exploded today and u said stufff like that.
so i did embarrass you right.
in the neighbourhood, in the family.
the way i dress
the way my hair is
my education results
yes im a failure.
u seems ashame of me.
so u feel that i have been wrong about everything
u said u wan to bring me to jean yip to prove my hair is ugly
but since when did u let me keep my hair until the length i wan?
almost there and u force me to cut.
im going ns soon.
there goes my hair.
but the point is. you are never never there.
i hereby thank you mum
so let me go.
let me move out.
i don need your support anymore.
i don need anyone.
let me go
all little one
wearing masks
scary and dangerous
as can be
with a leap and a jump
u killed me with ur words
u thot u are save
but there were tons of traps
waiting. just waiting
to suck ur life away.
Saturday, January 06, 2007
the first thing that cheer me up was this
sms
me to alvin: haha :) where are you?
alvin to me: im in little black land. but people call it little india.
second thing was a sound clip also from alvin:
rk pork house. when i got it i will send to some of u.
nasi babi
pig intestine soup.
hahaha
went mos.
drank remy martin. woo
was quite high but the effect lasted until just b4 we re-enter mos
not too bad
heard most of the nice song
fuck ang mohs
they were drank
they were big sized
they were pushing
they were unable to balance
they made everyone angry
indian, malays, chinese
so we were suay enough to be behind them
indian say
"lets push them back together"
malay shake his head and smile
so i lean against one of the ang moh and told one botak chinese
"PUSH ME"
-bomb.. alot of space
and we continued to lean back. until they pushed back
then another
chinese point middle finger and say
"DON FUCKING PUSH AROUND"
ang moh stick out tongue (WOAH.. this tongue is the longest i ever seen)
chinese say
"YOU DON FUCKING PLAY WITH ME"
we told him to chill
ang moh went out very soon
...
..
.
..
...
another group of crazy ang moh
take pic take pic
fucking drunk too
can't walk straight
want to dance
and took up so much space
FUCK ang mohs
was not too bad.
fair shares of gender.
and i was looking forward for a fight to break out
if only..
if only..
if only..
i always wanted to try punching someone in the face and see what happen
watched a show that night. its bout diving. the girl just keep punching the guy.
woah. i wonder what will happen if a girl punch me ! i can't do no shit.
saw alot of people.
ranging from basketball friend
to tk's long-time-never-talk-friend
to the oh-so-sexy neighbour
if you guys don bother. why should i? RIGHT BITCH!
Friday, January 05, 2007
movie
home
saw a real time gold digger on the bus
reading a book; digging the nose
imagine u borrow the book from the library and happily reading it on ur bed.
and guess what
JACKPOT
u got the gold digger's book :) you can never get luckier then this.
so the gold digger dig his nose using his right hand .. and im on his right hand side.
so he dig and put his hand to under the chair..
either he fling it off or he stick to the chair.
im so afraid.
so afraid of his gold.
i don wan no gold on my pants.
i don wan to touch him.
so the next moment .. i saw him scratching his head using the gold digging hand.
oh man!. sick.
nobody is better than buddyy . cos she will never pang seh me. and she came all the way from tampines to dover =) thanks
Thursday, January 04, 2007
sleepy and tired as can be.
limited chairs, limited space.
oh give me some air give me a bed
a comfy pillow is all i need
damm.. i need some sleep
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
from classmate to enemy
from enemy to friends
from friends to sis
from sis to buddyy
is it that complicated?
why no one understand
why do i have to repeat myself
why even the taxi uncle say so
why despite the numerous time i told everyone
the same question surfaces
im not together with vonn
a very good friend
a very good buddyy
shes been there since sec 3.
climbing stairs, consoling and stuff
all the little things are appreciated and remembered
she understands me.
gives me advise.
accompanies me.
and shes always there when i needed someone.
"good friends will never be together" quoted from jj
so UNDERSTANDS this.
we are pure good buddies, with no chemistry between us.
and she will always be my buddyy.
so shut the fuck up and understand this once and for all
Get Back - Ludacris
Yeek yeek woop woop!! why you all in my ear?!
Talking a whole bunch of shit
That I ain't trying to hear!
Get back muhfucker! You don't know me like that!
(Get back muhfucker!! You don't know me like that!!)
Yeek yeek woop woop!! I ain't playing around!
Make one false move I'll take ya down
Get back muhfucker! You don't know me like that!
(Get back muhfucker!! You don't know me like that!!)
HEY! You want what wit me?!
I'm a tell you one time, don't FUCK wit me!
GET DOWN! Cause I ain't got nothing to lose
I'm having a bad day, don't make me take it out on you!
You want what wit me?!
I'm a tell you one time, don't FUCK wit me!
GET DOWN! Cause I ain't got nothing to lose
And I'm having a bad day, don't make me take it out on you!
went swim then parkway
last minute get formal wear.
kkinda crazy but funn.
met seet. he was buying formal wear too
went home and thought bout some stuff.
so please let me off
shi qu cai hui dong de zhen xi. (this is for nobody)
