Saturday, January 20, 2007
be it the stupid ice cream job.
be it the stupid clubbing events.
be it the stupid outtings we had.
be it all the stupid plans we had.
dreams. who don wan it?
plans. who don wan it?
but still everytime something goes wrong. alvin see it happily. no doubt he is lee kai xing.
everytime something goes not as planned, he will say it in another matter and it did cheer me up.
alvin "that cheebye kia purposely one"
me "yea.. fucker _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ act xia lan only"
alvin "nevermind. they wan to purposely make us angry we must make it the other way. think. we go back chiong DA"
me "haha yea.. ok with me =)"
thou the cursing continue, but its okay now.
my mum and dad thinks alvin is a bad company.
maybe so
but i like otherwise.
as long as he is free,
he won mind going anywhere, anytime, do what.
anything.
example today: woodlands to yio chu kang to tampines to parkway to home
and it was a last minute arrangement.
alvin "sure babe"
that never fails to come.
so today, after settling some family stuff in the morning, went back home bathe and rushed out to meet alvin cause i was like 1 hour late.
nope. he did not complain, he joked about malays again.
so we went to temasek poly, cause he accompany me to support miss weed's cart.
did not help out much by buying stuff thou. sorry.
the weather was fine, until suddenly heavy heavy HEAVY downpour.
tats just before we reach tp.
saw grace chan and Melissa.
received a call, and off we go to parkway in the heavy rain. wanted to eat but canteen was closed.
plan failed and im too tired to walk to katong laksa, so we ate at mac and off we went home.
did not join the rest for the movie cause plan failed.
and the plan failed just a little too late.
althot they inform us too late.
bo xim. but nevermind. i am not having a bad day.
look on the brighter side of life and everything will be alright.
hush little baby don't u cry, everythings gonna be alright.
decided not to go out anymore until exam over. not anyone.
gonna study even if studying alone.
im gonna prove.
prove my parents.
prove miss jl.
and also prove to myself
prove. prove prove.
hopefully thou.
well plans always never go accordingly.
im even more determined to quit now.
that .. that will be my last pack that i will buy.
hopefully again.
change.
everybody change.
everything change.
as time goes by, everything will change.
like what i saw that time on the mrt.
1956, our ancestor lived in kampong
2002, we live in HDB
where will our generation live in the future?
i can choose to be nice.
i can choose not to be.
try me.
i will show u.
i will show u how much i can change.
i can show u how different i am.
just try me.
