My Style - Like it or shut it

2007-07-14T11:33:00.000-07:00

you will never know how it feels like until u been through it

stuffs that nobody understand.
and when it happens again
i donnoe what to do

2007-07-13T11:34:00.000-07:00

when good turns evil

2007-07-12T12:04:00.000-07:00

i found out an interesting thing with my eyes
very interesting
. . .
my friend say im talking talking and laughing to myself
which i donnoe why
but the eye is really very interesting!
it amuses me

2007-07-10T08:51:00.000-07:00

just as u walk by....

work work work....

2007-07-09T10:12:00.000-07:00

people who make everywhere their home are those who really enjoy their life

2007-07-08T11:36:00.001-07:00

everybody change

2007-07-07T16:17:00.000-07:00

learn the way of dancing
learn the way of art

2007-07-04T08:53:00.000-07:00

once bitten twice shy
twice bitten.. never try

2007-07-02T09:04:00.000-07:00

things will work out when u forget ur true love
as quoted by my friend

didn't work today
but will regret again thou when the pay comes
damm damm tired and hungry

2007-07-01T08:41:00.000-07:00

intensive training makes a man go crazy
makes a man wanting for more
its addictive

wisdom comes from the anticipation of consequences

2007-06-30T08:04:00.000-07:00

4 bottle of martell .
crazy night

2007-06-30T07:46:00.000-07:00

Can we spend some time

I wanna know if you have time
Just a little bit of time, baby
Can I get a little of your time
I wanna know if you have time
Can we spend some time

Girl I'm not shy
I wanna know how I can be next to you
I wanna be close to you
If you give me your name
Maybe we can exchange phone numbers
I'll call you baby

Cuz when I first saw you
You took me by surprise
And all I wanna do is get to know you better
Can we spend some time

Oh girl, I don't wanna rush
I wanna take my time
Can we talk for a while, or maybe just go for a ride
I wanna have a good time
Let's relax and unwind together
Let's just spend some time

Let me love you
I'll take good care of you
Do all the things you want me to
If you let me show you
Just give me one chance
I'll show I'm the one you're looking for, baby
Can we spend some time

2007-06-26T09:33:00.000-07:00

how emo can i get
when i almost cried listening to a song

2007-06-24T08:15:00.000-07:00

depressed
as usual

2007-06-23T15:35:00.000-07:00

i let u come along cause i regard u as friend
it don gives u right to cheat my friends' money
nor mine.

a fucker will always be a fucker
he will never change

2007-06-20T09:42:00.000-07:00

been always hanging out with people 30+ years old.
becoming weird and weirder

2007-06-19T10:15:00.000-07:00

even if you are on the right track, you will still get run over if you just sit there

if you are successful you will win some false friend and some true enemy... succeed anyway.

things ain't the same as before anymore.
i miss my lifestyle
i miss everything

2007-06-18T08:00:00.000-07:00

today is the day i realise how selfish people can be.
but i have to thanks my 3 colleagues :)
given up on everything
its always better to depend on yourself then on others.

2007-06-17T07:14:00.000-07:00

really really bad memories.
and im changing.
thou i really don wan the change but its happening

2007-06-14T04:38:00.000-07:00

sugar cult - hate every beautiful day

Something's gotta change again
I'm losing, my inspirations gone, oh no oh no
Seeing through some different eyes
I can't find, my medications failed, again again

I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement

Cause i'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause i hate every beautiful day

Faces in the crowd
Fake smiles for miles
My imitations wrong of them again
Trapped inside this cheap hotel
Bored as hell turing the channels 'round

I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement

Cause i'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause i hate every beautiful day

I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
See it on the street watching heat from the pavement

I can feel a change
I can feel, can you feel it
I'm not the same, not the same lost my feeling

All i know i'll never know
All i know i'll never know

Cause i'm here, ready to take it all here
Everything's feeling unclear
I wish it was raining
Cause i hate every beautiful day
Every beautiful day
Every beautiful day
Every beautiful day

2007-06-14T03:30:00.000-07:00

so god damm tired of work
everything i do i kena kp ..
nabei pua cheebye fat indian mother fucker.

so so so close to depression

2007-06-13T09:44:00.000-07:00

4 jugs + 1 glass = drunk man like me
fucking seh
sleeeeeeeep

when you are kind, people might accuse you of selfish and have ulterior motives.
but be kind anyway.

2007-06-12T10:48:00.000-07:00

im so gonna get depression
everything is so fucked up

2007-06-12T10:07:00.000-07:00

mos tomoro ! its freeeee! + citibank event!

People are often illogical unreasonable and self centered.
forgive them anyway

2007-06-10T10:00:00.000-07:00

if u believe in no one else
stand tall and shout it

2007-06-10T09:44:00.000-07:00

im missing every moment of the past.

2007-06-08T14:31:00.000-07:00

when life is all bout work work work
u will start to think that studying is the best

when all u do is go to sch everyday
u think tat working is the best cause of the cash

i wan the linkin park new album!

2007-06-07T07:25:00.000-07:00

those fucking cb
got time walk around in the office talk talk talk no time to do their own stuff
ask me do all the sai gang..
na bei cheebye

all the fuckers and weirdos
only a few are normal
seems like smokers are normal i guess

have u ever seen a guy who go england to study and work there for 2 years
asking how to fold letters?
taught him already he came back 15 minutes later and folded 7 letters ONLY
and hearing him say he wan to stick with xp professional for life makes me wanna laugh
and hearing him fart so damm fucking loud
and hearing him going to boss to say this "im very stressed at work. i need counseling."
wttttttfffff
just the look of him is enough to make him retarded what more all this.

all the fucks and fucks at office

when is my ferris wheel rolling
make my work more interesting please.

2007-06-05T10:16:00.000-07:00

alot of funny things happened in the office
will talk bout it next time
most importantly i need someone to wake me up everyday at 7 or 7.30 for work
cabbing to work everyday is CRAZY
$2 surcharge
$2 erp
$2.50 starting fare
taxi haven move already $6.50

oh my ferris wheel .. when are you gonna start rolling !
bball and talked with alex and wen de
2 malay police came and copied ic
wtf
corporal only so kp
if there should be crime prevention
should catch m _ _ _ y first

2007-05-31T23:32:00.000-07:00

there are many things in life tat u regret doing or not doing.. but its all too late

2007-05-30T16:17:00.000-07:00

today is a bad day
got punched in the back of the head
got scolded by bouncer for almost everything
mos fucking crowded

2007-05-26T08:36:00.000-07:00

sentosa the whole day today
volley ball and other stuff
fun but tired
saw omar and fungweee
went to vivo
this damm pretty girl working at donnoe wad island

2007-05-24T02:36:00.000-07:00

morning cabbed to work
fire drill at work wasted 1 hour of the time
go home change and its time for party!
mango kamikaze is nice :D
wanna stay out den go work straight
but i went home and sleep until 5.30 :D

2007-05-21T08:04:00.000-07:00

work is bored bored bored as usual.
everyday doing the same shits
but friday is good
citibusiness is treating us to movie and dinner!

2007-05-17T09:11:00.000-07:00

ate lunch with rachael today =) thanks ! its always nice food tat she intro :D

2007-05-16T09:48:00.000-07:00

i miss those days in sch with lotsa fun
miss those in between lesson smoking session with william sooooo solid
miss the jokes and fyp days

2007-05-16T09:41:00.001-07:00

work tomoro again..
sure damm alot to do
fuck it
i wanna party
and i miss my hair

2007-05-16T09:41:00.000-07:00

work tomoro again..
sure damm alot to do
fuck it

2007-05-15T08:56:00.000-07:00

today is my mum birthday
bought her an ice cream cake
waited for everyone to be home
and i got shouted at
wtf.
thanks so much huh
im not gonna watch her cut this cake
good night

2007-05-15T08:54:00.000-07:00

2007-05-14T09:22:00.000-07:00

life at work is bad bad bad.
i went toilet 3 times in the morning.
to u know... SLEEP.
i just go in the director's toilet
sit at the sink there and sleep.
late for work. sleep at work.
its really as bad as it seems.
but this is just the start.
this is just my life.

2007-05-13T09:11:00.001-07:00

take a look http://lilmarionettes.livejournal.com

2007-05-13T09:09:00.000-07:00

2007-05-11T16:24:00.000-07:00

Liberti Fatali. says:
BO0K OUT DAY
Liberti Fatali. says:
SEE MY GIRLFRIEND
Liberti Fatali. says:
SAW HER WITH
Liberti Fatali. says:
ANOTHER MAN
Liberti Fatali. says:
KILL THE MAN
Life's a Bitch i miss hk cafe says:
HAHAHA
Liberti Fatali. says:
RAPE MY GIRLFRIEND
Liberti Fatali. says:
WITH MY RIFLE BUDDY AND MEEE

2007-05-11T05:03:00.000-07:00

work is fun
went to eat muthu curry
the food is nice but quite expensive.
rice lover should go there cause its free flow :D

2007-05-11T05:02:00.000-07:00

damm blogger.. fuck..
my long post is gone.
just cut it short

who else can manage stress as well as what i see.
the one who make everyone laugh and solve everyone problem everyday
is the one who has a decision that he can't make.
waited so long for the day to come, but the timing is just not right
hes smiling and joking everyday
but who really knows that he is facing a problem down inside.
r-e-s-p-e-c-t

after thinking through my job, half the time day dreaming,
i realised that i shouldn't complain so much.
how ever much i do, all the others do the same amount.
if they ain't complaining, why should i?
always look on the bright side of life.

2007-05-11T04:59:00.000-07:00

testing

2007-05-10T04:02:00.000-07:00

2007-05-07T08:33:00.000-07:00

ever been so busy that you hope time will run so slowly it almost stop?
its like racing against time and all.
everyday, every single minute u see the time and date. you watch as the time ticks by.
THEN you start to wonder about what you have done.
it all seems so meaningless and wasting of time.

at the age of 20,
you ain't going any university.
you ain't rich to do what you want.
you got no special talent.
you ain't a rich man son

so what cha gonna do?
you have no one to talk to about
you got no one to give you advise
you are all alone in your life.
and because its your life, you have to do something bout it.. ALONE

live or die. the decision is only yours to control.
do or die. you have only 2 choices.

2007-05-04T15:26:00.001-07:00

we are party people

2007-05-03T04:25:00.000-07:00

finally one day i got free time to smoke
finally one day i can finish everything before hand
a slack day
but alot of paper cuts
fuck

369 letters today but finish in 1 and a half hour . ALONE :D

2007-05-02T07:19:00.000-07:00

so today even worse.
end of the month, all the transaction.
560+ letters.
lucky colleagues are nice.
4 came to help me.

fold in bundle of 5
separate into single letter
put in the envelope (however u spell it)
seal
chop the number 5454 on the back

so so tired GRRRRRR

2007-05-01T09:05:00.000-07:00

alex wanna club on friday.
u make me wanna club too
but no one wanna go alex.

2007-04-30T18:36:00.000-07:00

cause its the first day of work and the second day is a public hols
reach work at 9.
fold 291 piece of letter.
with the help of suzana(donnoe how to spell), struggled to mail out the 291 letter before 4pm
documents kept coming in 24/7
those malays really don seem to need any rest.
plan to eat lunch at 1
delayed until 1.30
until 2pm.
work really kept coming in all the way until 5.30pm

supposed to be 2nd biggest boss said this "that person didn't pick my call for 2 hours. from 4pm to 7pm like tat" -how good can her maths be

met alvin.
buy clothes again
cycle to meet aloy jgys cr and banana eat dinner
den cycle to cy house take rod. fetching people is damm damm tiring
den cycle to katong den to parkway den to east coast
so tempted to eat hongkong cafe
den slack buy mac.
with fucked up delievery man
called, complained, eat.
just as we were leaving ..
here comes the rain
dozed off millions of time in the shelter full of malays
their cigarette stinks
cycled in the rain back home shivering like fuck
obstacle cleared with butt cracked

its nobody fault
its not mine and its not urs
u should think
whenever u got something to do, u just disappear.
i didn't say anything cause i had already learn not to expect.
so roll back the film and tell me when we start to drift

so im just gonna look forward to everyday job.
cause tats the best time you have to unlock mysteries

2007-04-28T09:55:00.000-07:00

do notice how selfish all people can become.
all the little and big things that they do only for themselves.
all this will be remembered.

so fun day is officially over today. tonight. right at this moment.
work start on monday.
9am-6pm.

another thing.
if u guys think u spent alot and keep saying u are broke,
listen to this.
$400 pay
$350 allowance
$300+ in bank
all gone in 22 days.
$49 left in bank
beat that and then u start talking to me about being poor.

ooo

2007-04-26T16:36:00.000-07:00

ohhhh yes.. one thing troubling me is I CAN'T LEARN DRIVING ANYMORE ! cause im working now...grrrr

2007-04-26T16:24:00.001-07:00

enjoy overnight talks
work starts on monday.. so so soon ..

2007-04-25T09:58:00.000-07:00

i foresee that i won't be able to stay out overnight, stay up late, club, movie and alot other stuff for a long long long time.

2007-04-23T08:22:00.000-07:00

enlistment date - october 26

so do anyone know that snails only come out at night?

i need a full time job!!

:D

2007-04-17T03:05:00.000-07:00

got very very lazy to blog ..
but yea .. btt passed =)

I needed a few days off work, but I knew the Boss would not allow me
to take a leave. I thought that maybe if I acted "CRAZY" then he would
tell me to take a few days off. So I hung upside down on the ceiling and
made funny noises. My co-worker (who's blonde) asked me what I was doing.
I told her that I was pretending to be a light bulb so that the Boss would think I was "CRAZY" and give me a few days off.
A few minutes later the Boss came into the office and asked "What are you doing?"
I told him I was a light bulb. He said "You are clearly stressed out. Go home and recuperate for a couple of days".
I jumped down and walked out of the office. When my co-worker (the blonde) followed me,
the Boss asked her"...And where do you think you're going?"

She said, "I'm going home too. I can't work in the DARK!"

2007-04-14T14:31:00.000-07:00

its a fun day :D
i like it

so this is how we do it

2007-04-10T12:38:00.000-07:00

people learn and change
no one stays the same

2007-04-09T23:15:00.001-07:00

oh oh oh oh oh yes .. my leg is FUCKING pain

2007-04-09T00:47:00.000-07:00

What if one day u wake up paralyzed.
knowing tat you can no longer do those normal stuff like u did.
knowing you can't move around without anyone's help.
will your world crush down on you ?

2007-04-08T11:56:00.000-07:00

on budget nights, we eat talk and pool
nice and cheap.

so how bout some rock and roll

2007-04-06T04:14:00.001-07:00

wad a boring stay home friday
whats more its a public holiday

2007-04-05T16:17:00.000-07:00

only 6 days and my 300 dollar allowance all gone .. left with 6 bucks.
and have to see fucking people who pretend donnoe me and give me a lan jiao bin
FUCK YOU
not only once but the whole day u fucking bitch
FUCK YOU
so going out has become a restriction now =(

2007-04-03T12:31:00.000-07:00

pooled and dinner with buddy
i need a jobbbb

2007-03-31T12:37:00.000-07:00

money come money come !
waiting for all the pays
partied last night
bbq and sushi today
and basketball tomorrow (thou i feel like playing soccer)
i wanna watch more more more more more more more more more movies!
i want more more more more more more more more more parties

2007-03-29T11:39:00.000-07:00

i wanna partyyyyyy!

2007-03-27T01:08:00.000-07:00

been very happy this few days :D

2007-03-26T07:27:00.000-07:00

slept at work today.
its either u stand until buay tahan or u sit down there and start falling asleep
damm sian.
im starting to know more friends!

marriage

2007-03-19T23:30:00.000-07:00

you have two choices in life:
1. stay single and be miserable.
2. get married and wish you were dead.

at a cocktail party, one woman said to another,
"aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?"
"yes i am. i married the wrong man"

a lady inserted an ad in the classified:
"husband wanted"
next day she received a hundred letters.
they all say the same thing.
"you can have mine"

little boy asked father:
"Daddy, how much does it cost to get married?"
father replied, "i don know son, im still paying"

a young son asked,
"is it true dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?"
dad, " that happens in every country, son"

marriage is the triumph of imagination over intelligence.

first guy: my wife's an angel!
second guy: you are lucky, mine's still alive.

A woman's prayer:
Dear Lord, i pray for wisdom to understand a man, to love and to forgive him, and for patience for his mood.
because Lord, if i pray for strength, i'll just beat him to death.

2007-03-18T22:27:00.000-07:00

went kbox with alex cl alvin yuhong and schizo. ( i read through all my sms just to find your name!)
and yea schizo is a damm nice company !
hahaha

2007-03-16T19:17:00.000-07:00

fuck it
my laptop is lagging like shit for the past few weeks
and now my desktop is died

2007-03-16T11:33:00.000-07:00

cafe cartel with zhi yi and yuhong
and watched stomp the yard
nice dance steps
i like

2007-03-15T00:00:00.000-07:00

seriously,
i don know and don remember why either
im sorry i guess

2007-03-14T07:35:00.000-07:00

every inch of movement, i could feel the bones aching
feeling weak all the way up to the finger tip
the heat within is burning my eye
argh

2007-03-13T22:30:00.000-07:00

damm the sore throat..
dammit

2007-03-13T11:36:00.000-07:00

its funny how many thousand people we know in our life.
but yet how many are really considered friend.

2007-03-12T15:41:00.000-07:00

300 is a damm nice movie.
gonna download or buy dvd to keep :D
so bored day after day
jobs and more jobs

2007-03-11T09:16:00.000-07:00

job's over
i need a wheel chair someone.

i see no need for entertaining people anymore.
screw all of u and ur ideology !
woohoo

i will be a geek
i will be a nerd
whatever makes me happy.

what u gonna think of me
why u think of me this way
when u wanna stop
how u gonna talk bad bout me
who u gonna say it to
i don give a shit
follow what u wan
by the way
tats it for me and u

2007-03-10T08:28:00.000-08:00

3 days
9 hour per day
pure standing
my leg is a goner.

saw pretty girls attached to weird guys
weird indeed
saw my company's girls
sai bor
compare the girls beside my company.
heaven and earth.
whyyyyyyy

2007-03-09T08:22:00.000-08:00

stepping into business
stepping into sales.
result:
full of backstabs and hypocrites
mother and daughter
bitch and bitch
mother fucking bitch who steals my customer
mother fucking bitch who steals my commission
mother fucking bitch who spoils my plan
mother fucking bitch who ruin the day
mother fucking bitch
mother fucking bitch
i hereby hate almost all the females.

MOVE BITCH

i just need to rant
forgive me

2007-03-08T13:37:00.000-08:00

now i know how bitch a girl can get in club.
its the way they move
its the way they shake
its the way they dance
its the way they brush their hair
its the action they gives
its the slutty look on their face
its the seducing smiles they give

2007-03-07T08:50:00.000-08:00

met up with zhiyi after like 6 months.
he said waaa why u changed so much.
i donnoe why either.
i still remember the last time we sent him off by clubbing with him on the last few days.
and now 6 months have pass and hes back.
nothing beats meeting up with long lost friend.
used to see him once per week but now once a year.

how time really flies..
what have i been doing this 6 months.
results out.
but its not a good sign too.
it just shows i wasted my time studying.
all the effort and time ..

sometimes thinking back.
and seeing what others have achieved in their life.
i felt like i have wasted 20 years of my life.
but too bad.
its all over

2007-03-06T22:14:00.001-08:00

for all the movies tat i missed, i did not complain.
all the things you said, which of them still exist?
i still did not complain.
i didn't say we don care bout each other anymore
i didn't say friendship isn't in my priority list anymore
so why do u blog bout me?
it makes no sense and definitely shows how much u understand.
thanks and sorry

2007-03-06T06:41:00.000-08:00

sprain my fucking leg.
i can't walk no shit man

2007-03-05T08:40:00.000-08:00

it show thursday to sunday
and so nice thiss sunday they having basketball .. crap.
but nvm .. there is always company from alvin.
a busy week ahead, so don intend to come online for the next few days.

to you: don assume, never assume

to another you: all the things u say don mean shit now

to another another you: being emo is cool.

to another another another you: what do u expect me to say?

this is L-I-F-E

2007-03-04T22:35:00.000-08:00

watched dvd yesterday night ..
its freaky, but alright.

psychotic lady who think a ghost is harassing her
and the ghost is back to kill on every feb 29th
but in fact the killer is her.

tat day when i just reach boon keng mrt station,
i saw a crazy man disturbing a lady too.
why do the mental hospital let those crazy people go back home ?
they will only disturb the publics and cause many many disorder.
we are all afraid of crazy people.
they can't think right and can do anything they feel like doing.
stabbing stealing assault.. u name it they do it

why do some work so hard to make ends meet.
why do some just live to enjoy day after day.
life is just so unfair.
there u see a millionaire driving lambo
and there u see a beggar sitting by the street waiting for donation
life is so ironic.

2007-03-04T09:05:00.000-08:00

2007-03-01T08:25:00.000-08:00

career and education fair at suntec
go for it if u are really really really bored.
walked around and went to play arcade.
got a psp for 1 dollar :)
L-O-V-E of the day.
went bugis to redeem it, and played pool there
den met up alvin for dinner and pooled again
geylang baruh pool once again.
im still smiling from the winning of the psp.
awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww.

:) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :) :)

2007-02-27T06:46:00.000-08:00

everyday i met someone like aloy .. irritating crap.
everyday there is some full court going on.
since nothing to do.
im back to playing bball
at least get back some friends.
hahaha
スケートボードをする方法を私は学びたいと思う

2007-02-26T14:49:00.000-08:00

mahjong at alex place was good.
watched house of wax on HBO too.
nice.
company was good after all :)

2007-02-26T06:08:00.000-08:00

witness the pros playing basketball..
no one went with me so i went alone and found aloysius there
yes aloysius..
shot a few balls, watch them play with the overseas.
i don understand.
i grew up here.
i played with them even before u started.
why do you think the phillipino are better.
screw u and your ideology.

when i say he can do this this this.
u say u can too and even better.

hello...
i watched them play even before you do.
comon. i didn't say u are lousy. i say they are pro.
admit to it.
your shooting can't even fight mine. much less theirs.
when ee kiat do this this this.
u explain to your noob friend bout how pro u can do it too, and u expected that move to come.
when u are playing, i don see this kinda things.

everybody changed.
but u didn't.
u are still so proud of ur lousy skills and so cocky.
if esp still exist as a basketball team. im sure everyone will still look down on u.
no matter how much u train at st geog, u are still so lousy.
telling me who train u blah blah blah.
trying to get in good look of ah boy so tat he can train u,
but u are still so lousy.
look at yourself.
just think.

st geog is famous because of tang shan people and jalan besar csc people.
you, chang rong and me, johnson chang you yuhong
all started at st geog.
all trained at st geog.
who is worse den u even thou we stopped so long.
tell me im wrong. tell me

2007-02-26T03:15:00.000-08:00

my stomach hurts.
rolling on the bed the whole day

2007-02-25T12:39:00.000-08:00

movie after movie after movie... since 11pm. and now is 5am
yes... its really enjoyable.
really.

2007-02-25T10:32:00.001-08:00

i don understand - everybody.

one thing to be happy bout.
scv has a channel tat plays alot of movies
for those no scv one .. its open until 28feb 2007, 2359
i don wan to go out anymore .. the movie is nice..
nicer den alot of things and people out there.

2007-02-23T14:09:00.000-08:00

pooled then mos.
quite bored.
and my dj friend went missing for so long.
but promised to take care .. so i stayed till everyone left.
and we walked home.
yes, we walked home.
from mos to city hall to smu to bugis to lavender and to boon keng
took 1 hour
normally this time 6am we will be walking to bus stop or waiting for bus .. but today .. im back home ready to sleep.

so this is L-I-F-E.

now i see and understand what you mean buddy.
a mistake which will never repeat itself.
a fallen battle which taught me to see and observe.
a decision to choose.

2007-02-22T10:26:00.000-08:00

movie and fun-fair..
the movie is horrible. watch norbit instead.. its nicer and funnier with more meaning
hearing myself repeat over and over again.
all i can say is good luck to u

my friend told me this:
won't let anyone bully you my friend.

thats just what i want you to know.
if u understand wad i mean..